don't listen to newbie lopen
burn yourself out like a giant pyre
and at the end, when you see the dark god semi laughing or at least his mouth twitching a bit you will know that life was hopeless
(seriously you're near like a thousand most people probably gave up by now! pat yourself on the back and scale down if you need it)
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"Biting is excellent- it's like kissing only there's a winner."