I don't normally respond to your topics, as both sides are normally immature and lacking in anything meaningful to say, but if this is truly something you wish to pursue, I say go all in. If you can "get a job get a life" as is said, you may find a greater appreciation in everything else you do. Gain a sense of purpose, gain a sense of belonging, etc etc. Get committed and chase something. Good luck, sir.
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snowpork
I wanna be a SuperNiceDog when I grow up!