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Johnny_Nutcase posted...

Yeah it's one of those things where you don't say anything about it because you think people will judge you for it and anyone who knows me irl knows I don't speak about anything emotionally related in any way shape or form about myself. It's like I know everyone elses shit but nobody gets anywhere close to where I am emotionally. It's been that way for a long time too it's kinda crazy.

I think I've touched on my depression and bipolar shit before but like I lean heavy into the depression and if you go years without properly being treated it is literally life changing when you realize that you're back in touch with like who you are vs the shit you're dealing with.

I'm not eloquent but seriously I really urge you to try to get on whatever works for you like welbutrin did for me johnny.

Also its not like a forever thing. But a good window on the right thing was really eye opening for me.

I understood my manic phases and liked em for all the mistakes they caused but I always thought depression was normal and just how I should have felt. Getting past the manic shit and learning that there was a thing that was like... normal and neither way was fucking life changing.