LogFAQs > #957905693

This is something, as a younger Blue_Dream, I kinda wanted and wished for but never really met anyone I felt anything real for. Also tried a long-distance relationship with my ex after I graduated high school and that fell apart because I couldn't keep it in my pants. That was like 12 years ago though and I've matured since then.

Been playing the shit out of a certain critically acclaimed MMORPG with a free trial up til <redacted>, and got close with my guild. I consider them friends and we've bonded a lot over the past year. One person is especially friendly and she's pleasant to talk to and group up with. Value her judgment and she's shown a lot of concern for me in my darker times. Anyway, today she slid into my DMs and started dropping *mad* hints. I played dodgeball because I've avoided online/long distance relationships. But I've considered that some other people in our guild also met in game and got together irl/engaged/etc. . This girl is clear across the country so meeting up isnt gonna be easy, but I've moved before and I started thinking to myself, if there would be someone I'd like to seek a relationship through a game with, it'd be her.

Im still weird in my head about this because I avoid long-distance like the plague, but I've also avoided relationships period. Was wondering how many of y'all have had experience with stuff like this, positive or negative. Trying to get my head on straight and figure out mah feels.

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