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| grimhilde00 04/26/21 7:59:34 PM #12: | PunishedOni posted... i think im at a low point right now since i just got off tech-leading a big project and now im in a less interesting role.Yeah I have some weeks doing boring stuff and it just heightens imposter syndrome and I don't feel satisfied, staying a lead in bigger projects helps. It's silly to think a small period of easy stuff discounts all the other value you've shown though. but i also just feel tired and like i really don't wanna do this for another 10 years.100% I'm tired thinking about working for decades. I'm saving as much as I can. I have some mental health things going on that contribute to that and also I'm just paranoid in general but yeah. Tired and 10 years feels like forever, even though I like what I do. i think my plan is to try taking a sabbatical in ~6 months after i get facial feminization surgery. i really want to keep my current insurance for that lolInsurance is unfortunately something you have to think about. I'm going to take a 6 month sabbatical too, though, after this position in a few years. It's nice to be able to afford it, and if you can, you should. --- aka kriemhilde00 ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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