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I feel like most of high school was like the gaslighting kind of thing where people decided they didn't like me for some reason and pretending like something I was doing was the problem. Maybe I actually was a jerk but I don't know, I only ever felt like I was mean to people because they were mean to me first. I think it was a combination of my general awkwardness, being underdeveloped physically, people being jealous of my academic success, and people having a bunch of existing cliques they formed back in elementary/middle school whereas I came in with few friends. College was way cooler cause people were from all over the place and they might have had two or three people at most who went to high school with them. And also people are more or less through puberty by that point so you don't have to face the awkward spectrum of developmental stages.

I never knew of there being like a stereotypical stuff in lockers, take your lunch money bully in any of my schools