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TopicReal topic. I think i have PTSD.
hypnox
03/03/21 8:24:14 PM
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I have had a pretty crappy life in terms of a magnitude of bad experiences.

I didn't have friends growing up since I was the only white kid in a poor Hispanic area, many fights and the few friends I did manage to get were situational in the terms that as soon as someone better was there, they were gone.

Highschool was better, was apart of THE couple at my school, the one were even the teachers talked about us, she cheated on me a year outside of highschool.

Shortly after that, I lost all my blood family, first my grandmother, due to lung cancer. then my mom, due to diabetes complications. Then my great aunt, lung cancer.

Had to move to another city with my great aunts husband due to circumstances. Was able to get a great job and my own place, but lost all my friends I had in my home city. Dated a lot of women though so that was nice.

Met one woman, she had PTSD from events that happened in the navy, she was mentally and verbally abusive. I was the typical "why did you stay person" we got pregnant, those hormones made it so much worse and she aborted the kid and came back a few months later for one final bout of sex then gone.

Got diabetes and almost died due to DKA was in the ICU for 4 days.

Got testicle cancer, which some of you know. Had it removed so I am One Ball Hypnox.

At the job we got a new VP in my organization and for the life of himself he couldn't figure out how I was making 6 figures and blamed me for it like it wasn't the company who was always boosting my salary. So he cut me down about 30%. Only to fire me a year and a half latter for BS(unknown reasons) while everyone else higher up was angry and had no idea why I was let go.

Found a new job which is nice but pays less than I was making so having to adjust to a lifestyle change.

Bedroom flooded in the Texas winter event due to FOUR pipes bursting even though i dripped my pipes and everything.

I am just tired of life.

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