I held a speech at my father's funeral, played the song I had picked out as my good bye song for him, Aerith's Theme Piano Version (I know, silly right?) and I carried the casket..
...the weird thing is.. I almost didn't cry..
But I did.. on the inside and on the outside a little, though I was holding it all in..
I felt like I had to be strong for the rest of the family by delivering this speech without cracking up once..
...so yeah, I cried on Friday the 4th, you just couldn't see it...