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TopicI am a slave to my body
RedJackson
11/15/20 12:46:00 AM
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awesome999 posted...
Cut any and all consumerist garbage. TV, video games, internet, porn... Gamefaqs
Seriously, go monkmode

Lol I do that alot of the time so now I'm trying to watch all these many shows people have watched and indulge in video games without feeling 'guilty' I'm not working on guitar.. slowly but surely though. It's something that always feels like return to a precious gem to relax like that so I made it a definite thing of 'I need this like I need guitar to get exposed to more art that I love for the fact I can interact and inject myself into'

I have FromSoft to thank for that tbh - I mostly played sur. horror stuff, CRPG's, and a couple of games here and there.. but getting BB on PS+ for free like 2 years ago really reminded me of how much I love vidya games. I enjoyed many things about the game I was playing and even had all nighters heh but FromSoft was like Christmas every day :P

Xenozoa425 posted...
-No drinking or drugs
-No clubbing or partying

Really ran that to the ground back in High School

I'm a creature of habit so habits became habits, but I kicked those - the last beast was alcohol but I figured out that if I drink liquor now or have a beer somewhere it should be for pure enjoyment.. not what I used to do lol

Never really dug parties or clubbing though, I mean - I get down but that was like time I really set aside for hanging out with homies to take a break from playing guitar

but honestly I feel your list and like know why you're telling me to ax these things.. for me it's a matter of just REALLY connecting everything together now. I was always a people person by nature and totally made to be with others - I can definitely say I've lived a bards life :P

Xenozoa425 posted...
On the contrary, if you adopt negative qualities and have bad behavior, you will create your own "hell". Heaven and hell are not places, they are vibratory states of frequency and being.

buuuut yeah - this

Like growing older my body wants me to behave more 'bitter' and more complain-y.. my INT stat is so low that before I could completely bypass those feelings and it seems the more I realize the more I try to equate things with reason and logic >_>

Things are funny and still exciting.. just seems a little bit more 'dulled', like I'm still the Captain of the ship but sometimes now I let the crewmates take over and now just have this time to think about things that could actually go wrong >_>

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