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Pseudomenon posted...

I've been working through a ton of repression and trauma in recent years to figure out where I stand on things and I still don't know. I feel like part of me wants to just literally come right out and say I'm gay but then I think, I do still to some degree like having sex with women but then I wonder if that's just three decades of repression and abuse speaking. I've mulled over being pan or bi but I wonder still if that's my repressed brain offering me a compromise or playing a game. Not to cast doubt on the legitimacy of pan- or bisexuality, of course, but just within the confines of my brain in my situation, I wonder if that's what's happening here. This pandemic has given me too damn much time to think x_x

It's okay to feel that way. I was like that for a long time. I remember when I was a kid literally while doing the dirty while watching gay porn thinking "wow I can't wait until I'm attracted to women" lol. It sucks that acceptance for this is hard to come by in society but just know that I believe in you and your journey and whatever conclusions you come to. :)

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