LogFAQs > #937074621

Some things never changes it seems : (

I don't want these feelings. I just want to feel like a normal ass person doing his job.

I mean, I feel like I want to help her with a lot of stuff(heavy lifting, tell her how to do some things, using machinery etc.).

I have to keep telling myself that she can handle stuff on her own without me walking over to her and help all the time.

Personally, I would eventually get kinda annoyed if someone came and helped me with every single thing without me specifically asking for help.

Can I assume she doesn't want help unless she ask for it?

But damn is she cute, a few years younger than me but cute. She's like 21 or 22 I think?

Yesterday she burned her butt from a welding spark and turned around and asked me if I saw a hole.

A girl genuinely asking me to look at her butt(she has a really nice butt).
That's something I'd never hear from a coworker.

And of course as usual I didn't know what to say because I wasn't prepared for a question like that.
And I also didn't want to look at it too much because that would probably be really weird.

*sigh*

Sometimes I kinda prefer having only male coworkers. There are no feelings to be developed with them. Just making jokes and laugh and do your business.

Not that I'm saying women shouldn't work at places like this, it's just that personally I'm much calmer working around only other guys.

Sometimes I miss my old job. There I had a best friend and here I have only acquaintances.

I'm sorry in advance for my #blogfaqs post and I'm sorry if my grammar is terribad.

If you managed to read this far, thank you.
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