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When I first read that cis people dont fantastize about being the opposite gender it was such a revelation to me. It wasnt the only thing but it made me remember all the times I almost reached the point of knowing like it was like unlocking something. It made me feel so stupid for not knowing sooner. When I would use my imagination growing up often I would be female nearly half the time and stop to correct myself to make it a guy, I would play the female in video games and justify it to myself, I would think sometimes about how much Id want breasts. I only admitted to myself I was trans a little over a month ago so Im still adjusting but after I realized it seemed like Id always known and was just keeping it from myself if that makes sense. I wasnt trying to disparage cis people, I wasnt even thinking about them, I just wanted people to know that if you have thoughts like I did and fantasize about being the opposite gender you probably arent cis. It just seems so obvious to me now that Im not cis when I wouldnt have even considered it last year. But looking back my life makes so much sense now. Other trans people I spoke to had very similar experiences about how theyd talk about these thoughts to their cis friends and theyd react with confusion and disgust and it seemed like it was very common because it matched up with my childhood experience. I even used the qualifier that you wouldnt be 100% cis, maybe you could still be 99% cis and have thoughts of being the opposite gender still, its a spectrum, I was just trying to say that you may fall somewhere in the middle away from it. I didnt mean to imply that cis people dont have an imagination just that it doesnt typically involve them being the opposite gender. I just feel like its too late for me and I wanted to spread what I thought I knew when I saw experiences who reminded me slightly of me before. Its very hard to admit to yourself that you might be. I didnt know it would be cause this. Im very sorry, Im not very smart or anything I just thought it made a lot of sense to me and I hoped it would with someone else and help them find themselves faster.