LogFAQs > #914738208

I'm not a racist. I'm not a bigot. I wanted to make some friends that didn't hate EVERYTHING about Trump. Am I biased? Yes. Do I do a good job of putting myself in other people's shoes? Not always.

I let things slide in a server and laughed at some dark jokes. I ranted about some race baiting anchor on CNN with some race baiting of my own in a private server.

Things were cut off from those pictures. Nobody ever realizes that. I made disclaimers on everything I said. I mentioned how everyone should be respected and hold love in their hearts. Everyone has the freedom to do what they want with their lives. Nobody should be discriminated against.

That was all cut off from the pics. People don't care. They want to act like this is good vs evil. Yes, OK, I'm not always right. Yes, I said some dumb things, but I'm not evil. Yes, I put some edgy opinions out there.

People joined my server that tried to steer the direction of the chat to racist topics. Yes, this is what you must understand. I let people say things because I had only a handful of people in the server, and if I banned one guy, the other guy would get upset. Thus, a domino effect of everyone leaving. I wasn't always monitoring what was going on.

Give me a break. I'm heart-broken. This is a repeating cycle every month. I'm tired of it. I only apologize to Muta and Vipa who have at least tried to sympathize, at least, somewhat, and not treat me like I'm the devil. Who, at least, have the guts to tell me where I'm wrong, but in a nice way. A respectable way that can help me improve.

How are you gonna help me improve by shitting on me? It's the equivalent of seeing a person who is overweight and calling them fat...and constantly calling them fat each time you see them.

Yes, I made the mistake. Yes, I must own up to it. Which I have.

I mean, I didn't make a topic or do anything in the clear wrong. I posted in a topic and got attacked. So...

I flipped. I am tired of this cycle.
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Someone had to have the guts to say it.