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| Topic | Guy on r/NEET makes plans for self improvement. What happens next may shock you |
| REMercsChamp 12/16/18 10:10:56 PM #1: | https://www.reddit.com/r/NEET/comments/a6rrwa/making_plans_to_get_out_of_neetdom_or_at_least_be/ Making "plans" to get out of neetdom or at least be somewhat productive, but never following through Long time lurker here. There are neets who love and embrace the neet lifestyle, there are others who don't. For awhile I was in the first category, I really felt blessed for having free time and valued it heavily. But now it's getting to the point where I feel like my brain is starting to melt... I can't describe but I just feel bad all the time. Bored maybe. For the last few months I've wrote down some goals. The biggest one would be applying to jobs, but it's mostly smaller things like do some studying on topics I'm interested in, edit some videos for fun, download some new music, read a book, go to therapy, whatever. Just things to keep me feeling somewhat occupied and productive. But every day has been the exact same. I wake up, drink coffee around 10 am, think about all the things I want / need to do, go on and start clicking around the internet, click reddit / youtube and then mindlesslesly browse, the minute it gets dark I smoke weed and then continue doing the same shit til I pass out. Every day on repeat for weeks and weeks and weeks. I haven't applied to a single job. I haven't edited a single video, I haven't done anything really. I have actually reached out to a few therapists but no one will call back. Even last year I went to my primary care physician for a referral and that therapist never got back to me either. I just can't explain the way it feels. My brain just feels like mush by the end of every day. I feel gross, and my years of youth are just slipping by this way. Maybe I have an internet addiction. I'm just so fucking bored, and the things is that there is literally NOTHING stopping me from achieving these easy small goals. like what the fuck --- Come check out my community board for NEET discussions: https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/boards/1467-neet-discussions ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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