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Topic	Should I just give up on this girl? (long post)
PiOverlord 12/14/18 1:26:32 AM #10:	I'm just going to tell you this buddy, make of this as you will. The girl I fell for at the start of the 2017-2018 school year, I fell for her harder than I fell for anyone. I experienced feelings I never thought I was capable of, and I'm not just talking about lovey-dovey, I'm talking about bad terrible feelings, jealousy filled my heart. It was overall unhealthy. For months, I kept it to myself, but on February 7th, I decided to finally tell her. I reasoned with myself that I did it because I needed to get it off my chest, but the real reason was that I wanted to her know that I was interested in her, enough to actually admit it that was, and that was when she was still with her boyfriend. Unfortunately, my biggest enemy is myself, and I couldn't help but try to be cute with her, and let me say, it didn't work. On March 15th, I asked her out (she broke up with her boyfriend), and promptly, the next day, that was when I got the message early in the morning from her off again, on again, crush. It broke my heart, and she and I never talked from that point on. It hurt badly because she was the first girl I ever admitted my feelings to, and the first girl I tried asking out. We never talked after that, a stark contrast to where she would actively talk to me, and it left a pit in me, made me realize just how unfulfilled I was. The worst part is every single day since I started developing these feelings, a portion of that day has been dedicated to thinking about her, even now. Every single day, I have to reflect on these feelings, the bad times I went through, where I went wrong, if my character is truly this terrible, and worst of all, an alternative reality where maybe she does give me a chance and now my life magically goes from terrible to awesome, she truly was just that great. My point is, you might fail, but in the end, the pain will be there regardless. There were plenty of signs that I had no chance, and I knew it too, but I went for it because I legitimately believed that if I could just give her to show any interest in me, my life could be made better as a result. As for you, the girl you talk about might have some interest in you, enough to still want to talk to you. I have a feeling you won't chase her off, so get yourself a Merry little Christmas and see if you can make your life any better. --- Number of legendary 500 post topics: 26, 500th posts: 21; PiO ATTN: 5 RotM wins 1, https://i.imgtc.com/Ejs0WrG.jpg <cite>PiOverlord posted [p:914097630] in Should I j... [t:77300662]...</cite> <quote>I'm just going to tell you this buddy, make of this as you will. The girl I fell for at the start of the 2017-2018 school year, I fell for her harder than I fell for anyone. I experienced feelings I never thought I was capable of, and I'm not just talking about lovey-dovey, I'm talking about bad terrible feelings, jealousy filled my heart. It was overall unhealthy. For months, I kept it to myself, but on February 7th, I decided to finally tell her. I reasoned with myself that I did it because I needed to get it off my chest, but the real reason was that I wanted to her know that I was interested in her, enough to actually admit it that was, and that was when she was still with her boyfriend. Unfortunately, my biggest enemy is myself, and I couldn't help but try to be cute with her, and let me say, it didn't work. On March 15th, I asked her out (she broke up with her boyfriend), and promptly, the next day, that was when I got the message early in the morning from her off again, on again, crush. It broke my heart, and she and I never talked from that point on. It hurt badly because she was the first girl I ever admitted my feelings to, and the first girl I tried asking out. We never talked after that, a stark contrast to where she would actively talk to me, and it left a pit in me, made me realize just how unfulfilled I was. The worst part is every single day since I started developing these feelings, a portion of that day has been dedicated to thinking about her, even now. Every single day, I have to reflect on these feelings, the bad times I went through, where I went wrong, if my character is truly this terrible, and worst of all, an alternative reality where maybe she does give me a chance and now my life magically goes from terrible to awesome, she truly was just that great. My point is, you might fail, but in the end, the pain will be there regardless. There were plenty of signs that I had no chance, and I knew it too, but I went for it because I legitimately believed that if I could just give her to show any interest in me, my life could be made better as a result. As for you, the girl you talk about might have some interest in you, enough to still want to talk to you. I have a feeling you won't chase her off, so get yourself a Merry little Christmas and see if you can make your life any better. --- Number of legendary 500 post topics: 26, 500th posts: 21; PiO ATTN: 5 RotM wins 1, https://i.imgtc.com/Ejs0WrG.jpg</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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