LogFAQs > #910362409

July of last year to be exact.. and I found out today when I was going to call and check on him (we werent close, he was violent, sick, schitzofrenic etc)

So I google the nursing home with a directory link I used.. and the first thing is an obituary. Although we werent close, its still sad. And yeah he did July of 2017.. and nobody in my family apparently knew. His mom didnt tell me. His sisters. My grandmotjer didnt know. My mother didnt know. My uncle didnt know. (His side of the family I never talked to much).

I never thought Id find out my father died, on the internet of all places. And the worst part is, Im not sad. Not yet anyway, Im sure it may come. It may not. I dont know. But right now Im still at the point of how come nobody told anyone on my moms side of the family or even me?

Then again, the last time I talked to him was New Years of 2017 so I guess I cant say much.. I think. Idk.

Fuck.