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| MuayThai85 09/02/18 2:23:52 AM #47: | BignutzisBack posted... Psylocibin my man Honestly, I agree. I was in a very bad place about 6 years ago (everything that could go wrong in my life was going wrong and all at the same time). Went so far as sticking a loaded hunting rifle in my mouth. I closed my eyes and went everything went dark it scared the shit out of me. I don't believe in an afterlife so I was like "if I do this, everything will just go black and that's it". The next day I took some mushrooms. Had a very introspective trip to say the least. Made me realise I needed to seek help and there was nothing to be ashamed of. I also realised I needed to shake up my life (big part of why I started travelling). That same night I called my parents and told them what happened. Next day I was on antidepressants. Looking back now, I realise how much great things I would have missed out on by doing it. It would have also destroyed my parents. Now I'm the happiest I've ever been. There are still struggles but I wouldn't give up my life and family for anything in the world. --- How can one person post so much stupid s***? ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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