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| Topic | Why are other 5'5 guys and under out pacing me in terms of life success |
| ReggieBush09 07/13/18 5:17:15 PM #4: | CommonJoe posted... You expect too much from the world. You would also benefit from some introspection, because you arent really aware that none of that is your fault, and even more importantly when you dont let yourself love yourself then no one is going to want anything to do with you. the mental breakdowns really don't help me when I try to do stuff I can't help from getting psychotic like last night I was watching a tv show with my mom and I literally lost it because she was touching her fingers I mean wtf? when I got perspective about it I'm like wtf but at the time I was just destroyed. how do you expect me to go out in the world and work out meet people have friends love myself when I can't even enjoy a simple tv show at home with my mom..... Schizophrenia stops any progress of being a normal person I've come to realize that I can try to go to a gym but how long before I notice something or feel something that makes me mentally distrubed because of my illiness it's not just accell at life you have to deal with people and when I'm constantly having mental breakdowns I'm so traumatized by them now at 37 but I realize when I didn't do what I needed to do when I was younger wasn't my fault I came down hard on myself but it was outta my control I was going through a mental breakdown I'm even having a mental breakdown as we speak Getting perspective is hard I'm not sure I can even love myself when I hate myself for having a fucked up brain with mental illiness. constant Breakdowns constant re thinking your worth because you can't even sit down with your mom and enjoy a simple tv show because your mind doesn't allow it. --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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