After your first initial gains where you are riding the hype train from seeing an actual pump for the first time in your life you will now realize that you are forever small.
Why are you small? Because other people are bigger than you no matter how big you get. Now that youre conscious of how the male body is meant to look, you are paying attention to the details of other dude's bodies in a completely straight way. Youre constantly sizing yourself up against them and falling short.
Congrats. Your only solutions are to become the biggest dude ever or go back to being skinny fat and happy. Fuck the latter though. I'd rather be dead. So if you're like me there's just one solution. Get hugest.
Also known as Bigorexia, i suffered a little with this before i got a girlfriend. There are more than those two solutions though wtf, just keep working out and accept that you don't need to be Arnie to look good. ---
Just how, pray tell, does your dick "take life"? How could a dick take a life? - XciteMe