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no friendships or relationships? i feel like i've always gotten a long with pet companions over people, i do have asperger's so maybe that's why. sometimes i get my downs from life of loneliness and look around dating sites, well recently started talking to a guy that is surprisingly relateable to me in a lot of ways, but i think my problem is i think i prefer my alone time to much as i've always been use it, i like to focus on my hobbies with all my free time and put as much time in them as i can.

well the difference is, he longs for contact and talking as much as possible. which i use to be that way at a point, but haven't been that way for years because i've mostly given up on even bothering with people. idk a part of me i think seeks contact with people, but once i actually participate i feel burnt out and miserable where i'd much rather be indulged in my alone time, rather than seek others.

i guess i'm just not sure what to do, its someone i found that is very relateable with me, and i haven't had anyone to discuss this with, so wanted to make a topic and get some thoughts. i think if i just said that i'd rather be alone, that i've lost my first relateable contact with me in years and lost my chance, but maybe i'm safer and happier alone. i'm pretty confused since my thoughts are pretty conflicted, but i honestly don't have much people experience so i am unsure of these back and forth thoughts.
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