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Amazon_Shampoo posted...

I honestly would love to know why I find it attractive. I can't say I had any other fat role models in my life or anything that I could cling on to.... not 100% sure what pushed me on such a off the road path really.

Could argue that I used it to deal with not being thin most of my life, but I wasn't exactly huge. Maybe was 160 at the end of high school. So ya, I was a fat girl, but there were tons of girls bigger than I was in school and even in my social circle so I was never really made fun of for it, and didn't have a complex about it.

I do remember when I discovered that I liked women and not men that it was always bigger girls I found attractive... maybe it's tied to that somehow.... but I never had much fear in people knowing I was a Lesbian either.

There's a pretty big stigma against being fat, and many people don't even bother to hide it. Does it bother you when people go out of their way to show their disgust for you?
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Feeling really good.