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That super high paying competitive physics job I wanted? I hate it. In residency, guaranteed to make 150k+ In 18 months, but its so mind numbing and frustrating. I just want out and to study CS.

No longer talk to the Nepali girl I was going out in grad school. Found tinder pretty easy, dating has become more of a hobby, if I dont have a date in a weekend its rare. But its taxing and frustrating. Girls like me enough to stay around for a while, but not to turn into a girlfriend. The last two I really liked and I thought would work had unexpectedly had to move to Britain and Kuwait, so we stopped because emotions and such.

Changed my style and through out all my old clothes. Id say this is the thing that actually helped me with girls, going from cargo shorts and graphic tees to dressing stylish enough to get complimented offen.

Read some and play piano in my free time. Played my first recital recently, pretty fun.

Just dealing with depression in the rest of my time, caused by me feeling unfulfilled with my career. I just dont become buddy-buddy with hospital-types. Theyre good people, but not my people.

And Im realizing jobs suck. School is awesome, jobs are so inefficient and waste so much time and have so many pointless things. You lose hope you make a difference in the world. You do a good job and be efficient in school? You got an A and free time. You do a good job and be efficient at work? You get the same pay and more work.

- - - Blu