anyways yeah it sounds fucked up. But i am comfortable with her and I do want to be with her long term, but physical attraction just seems like something you can't really control ya know?
i mean get this:
when i was about 17-19 years old. I was about 160 lbs at 5'6. That's overweight. I never had a girlfriend, and couldn't get a girlfriend because of it. I wasn't attractive at all. (Hell i can show you before and after pics)
Did I say "I love my body and any girls that disagree can fuck off." no
i got off my ass, started dieting, started exercising, lost a shit ton of weight, went on multiple dates, and eventually got a girlfriend. I changed myself for the better. Am I letting myself go because I have a girlfriend now? No i'm not.
If it's a problem for you then that's what it is
It's not the only reason I'm with her but I got wit my girl partly cuz she's bad. If she gets fat I'm fucking out yo cuz there's a chick out there whose gon stay on point and I know I can get her along with the other qualities I want. ---