You can get told to call a hotline all day and all night.
Your sister sounds like the best connection you have, since you put her moving out within a list of bad things. Do you still keep in touch with her? Have you told her how you feel? Is there any chance she might be able to work things out in getting you to live with her?
No because they're my parents they can pull me back across state lines to Michigan, I'd love to move with her to NY but, no dice. Yeah she knows how I feel, and I want to live with her, but there's a very low chance of being connected anymore.
Why is that? Why is there such a low chance of connection? How old are you if you don't mind my asking. ---