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My grandmother hasn't allowed my mother to do whatever the fuck she wants. My mother without my grandmothers guidance would just be fucking around with whatever guy. without my grandmother stopping her but that didn't stop my mother from doing it when me and my brother got in our teen years.

She basically choose a man over me and my brother and my grandmother about 17 years ago. i fear for what she will do without my grandmother hear to keep her in line.

I'll probably have to move out

ever since my mother was born my grandmother has had to keep her in line but that didn't stop her from having me out of wedlock and fucking a married man when I was born or so they say.

and even though my mother is 66 now I don't doubt she'll get involved with men at her ripe old age and my mother has always treated my grandmother bad yelling at her not helping her she's even turned on me she was yelling at me blaming me for why she did nothing about her INR being so high my younger brother is locked up so it'll only be me and her I shudder to think the messed up stuff she'll do to me even as a paranoid schizophrenic once I get the call my grandmother is gone if they can't help her Im packing up my things and looking for somewhere else to live My mother won't give me any emotional support anyways she's cold as hell even yelled at me right now because I was pissed she didn't call the cardioligist on saturday when her INR was that bad she could destroy her mechanical valve.

she told my grandmother about it but shes 90 she doesn't know she has to be told yet my mother is blaming me for not reading the paper and they didn't let me go to the hospital to help they refused but I don't trust any of those doctors now since they gave her dramine for her itchiness for what she went for intiatallly and my mother didn't read the precautions on the label telling my grandmother the medicine wasn't good for her I read them on sunday but it was too late she already took them so basically she's on a wing and a prayer to get her back to help it's a shame because she was doing so good last week only had exzcema on her skin but today and monday she's been a wreck.

but my mother could careless I think in the back of her mind just a lil part of her is giggity with excitement but I'm leaving this house if she doesn't pull through she also has a leaky valve that inoperable so it could be a myriad of things but like I said I don't trust the doctors or the medicines anymore maybe it's just her time.

but I'm not gonna stay here and watch my mother HOE around I can't stand other dudes in my house that aren't related even relateld I get pissed if I can't move right away I"ll go to the back house and set up shop till I can find some shelter.
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