LogFAQs > #974356881

The pool of people that are dating and figuring stuff out amongst themselves. Going out in the hopes of meeting someone. Meeting people in the hopes of figuring things out for you, them, and each other.

It sucks being both ugly on the outside and inside. I'm not abusive but I'm repulsive which makes me think I'm decrepit or evil. I had hope in my 20s but it's all been crushed and now I just live to get by until I hopefully die soon. I also can't believe how mean some girls are and how willing they are to explain my unworthiness. I think eventually it can't bother me but it's like my own negative self esteem is being actively reinforced by the thing that initiated it.

I think I just need to accept things wont work out for me. I'll finally be ready to leave this earth after that. And I'll be able to bounce back way faster from rejections.