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Topic	I am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton 09/25/22 11:26:14 AM #30:	Heartomaton posted... What happens when GameFAQs shuts down? Nothing. I don't have anywhere else to post. AmericaTheBrave posted... I mean, do you actually want friends and willing to change your situation/habits/etc. to do it? Because you want things to just happen to you. It's been explained to you many times already that just sitting there isn't gonna do anything. I'm unable to change. Do you really think that I think it's realistic to just expect things to change? I know it's unrealistic, but it's literally the ONLY thing I have to even faintly hang on to. There are no other alternates. tremain07 posted... Wanting to connect to someone, yet fearing connecting to someone Wanting to be relied on, yet fearing being relied on Wanting to be loved, yet fearing that same love Responsibility, fearing the failure to uphold that responsibility. Failure, Rejection, Disappointment, these thre things are like swords piercing your flesh when you think they are directed at you and like demons gnawing at your soul when your fears are confirmed. it hurts, it hurts so much that the pain is unbearable yet there are no wounds on your body anywhere to the point you could end up in tears apologizing to nothing, apologizing for your very existence as if it everything you are and been has led up to this realization and confirmation of rejection, failure and disappointment. It hurts so much just imagining this scenario is enough to scare you away from anyone and everyone to the point the mere thought of interacting with another being of this world makes you feel as if you are standing in front of a loaded gun or a sharped blade aiming itself directly at you ready to fire/stab the very moment you make a move, say anything, if you do or say anything it will inflict the pain you've been dreading all this time, so you say nothing, you do nothing and eventually the blade will sheath, the gun will be hosted and you start to breathe easily, while being filled with self resentment that once again you've cowered away from potential pain that may not exist. do you ever feel like that, tc? Though I do feel like this is written in an overly dramatic way, I do find it pretty relatable, yes. I've been hurt so many times that it's hard to jump at anything that doesn't seem to be overly promising... anything less is too big of a risk. --- Fading out, fading alone; as we speak, we turn to stone. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:968281459] in I am incap... [t:80176978]...</cite> <quote>Heartomaton posted... </cite><quote>What happens when GameFAQs shuts down?</quote>Nothing. I don't have anywhere else to post.AmericaTheBrave posted... </cite><quote>I mean, do you actually want friends and willing to change your situation/habits/etc. to do it?Because you want things to just happen to you. It's been explained to you many times already that just sitting there isn't gonna do anything.</quote>I'm unable to change.Do you really think that I think it's realistic to just expect things to change? I know it's unrealistic, but it's literally the ONLY thing I have to even faintly hang on to. There are no other alternates.tremain07 posted... </cite><quote>Wanting to connect to someone, yet fearing connecting to someone Wanting to be relied on, yet fearing being relied onWanting to be loved, yet fearing that same loveResponsibility, fearing the failure to uphold that responsibility. Failure, Rejection, Disappointment, these thre things are like swords piercing your flesh when you think they are directed at you and like demons gnawing at your soul when your fears are confirmed. it hurts, it hurts so much that the pain is unbearable yet there are no wounds on your body anywhere to the point you could end up in tears apologizing to nothing, apologizing for your very existence as if it everything you are and been has led up to this realization and confirmation of rejection, failure and disappointment. It hurts so much just imagining this scenario is enough to scare you away from anyone and everyone to the point the mere thought of interacting with another being of this world makes you feel as if you are standing in front of a loaded gun or a sharped blade aiming itself directly at you ready to fire/stab the very moment you make a move, say anything, if you do or say anything it will inflict the pain you've been dreading all this time, so you say nothing, you do nothing and eventually the blade will sheath, the gun will be hosted and you start to breathe easily, while being filled with self resentment that once again you've cowered away from potential pain that may not exist.do you ever feel like that, tc?</quote>Though I do feel like this is written in an overly dramatic way, I do find it pretty relatable, yes. I've been hurt so many times that it's hard to jump at anything that doesn't seem to be overly promising... anything less is too big of a risk. --- Fading out, fading alone; as we speak, we turn to stone.https://imgur.com/o21DN7r</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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