LogFAQs > #967875949

TheOnionKnight posted...

That just sounds like a typical reaction to MDMA. Profound feelings of love and connection, followed by a huge slump the next day. Some people don't experience the slump, but for others it can actually be depressing compared to the previous high. It can last for more than a day too. Depends on the dose, of course, among other factors for each individual.

Anyway. My last relationship ended because I didn't want to be monogamous. Which was never a secret about me. But sometimes my partners want something more exclusive and serious, and I usually don't.

It was her first time taking it. I've taken it dozens of times and never lose control of myself the way she did that night. But also, the timing was horrible. It came a few days after we deleted the dating app together we met on and agreed to be exclusive(both her ideas, coke fuelled too lol). The complete 180 she did after that night messed me up.

She was 22 and just discovering drugs, I was 29 and pretty much over them but giving them one last go because she was in her experimental phase or whatever and I dunno it seemed like a good idea. She also revealed 10x more about her life then I did mine during conversations. She basically accelerated things to an unhealthy degree then slammed the breaks on. I felt used and abused