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MrMelodramatic posted...

how are you

I finally moved to a new state and got a new job to boot. I found a relatively cheap place to rent. But now, I'm worried about losing my job; management halved my hours for this week, much like how Roxas' bad mood halved his level on that day he dreamt of Sora losing his Keyblade and being abandoned by Donald and Goofy. In any case, life has been better; it's certainly improvement from the dysfunctional household I'd grown up in. I wish I had done it much sooner. But now I face the familiar crisis of finding meaning and purpose in my life --- the same crisis with which I had been struggling for many, many years. I shall not expound it for fear of reiterating myself as I have done in the past. Today, I called this department store to ask about their stock of oranges. I figuratively tripped over my words on the phone due to a combination of not having socialized in-person with anyone for such a very long time and crippling social anxiety. Now I'm afraid that I had made myself seem like a bit of a buffoon today. In spite of my feelings, I realize that ultimately, these shameful feelings do not really matter in the end.