2 years out of high school, had absolutely zero direction in life, took horrible care of myself and was still living with my parents.
Were you working or going to school?
I had two crappy part time jobs and had just started college but felt like I was getting absolutely nothing out of it because I was spending an insane amount of money on books and tuition but couldn't afford to dorm there and not work so it was just empty classes. I didn't have time to make friends so it was an incredibly isolated experience.
Like I barely even remember anything noteworthy from the 2 years I was there.
Honestly this doesn't sound that unusual. You're still 19-20 or whatever trying to figure life out. ---