Well, it's kind of a long story so you'll probably need to hear/read it, but I'll post what I think will happen.
I've been stuck in a carrer I don't like for almost 5 years now (this semester will be the 5th year), I wasn't even going to enter University at all, I've basically just acted as a different person for all the carrer to just remind that all I need to do is complete the carrer, due to what happened before entering. My one and only goal before was just finish the carrer. That's it.
I finally got someone to help me, so I'm going to be myself for this last semester. Which is pretty much different attitude to what I used to act.
No way I'm going to tell everyone what happened now that "I'm different", so everyone will be like "Oh man Lagfile used to be such a chill dude now he is an serious, boring ***hole" Which is I think how the majority will react.
I wasn't even trying to do something after University, until I got a little but of help from someone. Oh well, let's see how it rolls out.
Well huh.
Tell me something about why you felt the need to act differently before if you didn't feel like that was yourself? I'm not sure I fully follow. ---
"She was like, 'Oh, did you see that firefighter? Hes so cute.' And I was like, Mom, I just got blown up."