I wish people would not profess to want to step away from Mafia for a while after one good or bad game! I want games to keep firing.
I'm in a bit of a weird position with that. On one hand, this game was a lot of fun and filled a lot of spare time niches that would otherwise be wasted on phone reddit or whatever. And I don't outline all of my mistakes like I did in last post in a self pitying wallowing in a hero complex kind of way, but because it's important to note to improve for future games. Additionally, I've noticed in past games people don't want to play because the post game is full of blaming and recrimination and bitterness, so I'm trying to be liberal with my GGs
But at the same time I put a huge amount of time and emotional energy into the game once I wasn't literally at grand prix vegas, and it's very demoralizing to have all that effort be meaningless, possibly even leaning towards harmful. I don't think I can do better, not very easily. I poured over the game archive, which I haven't been motivated to do for years I'm pretty sure. I just don't think I shake off another crushing defeat when I'm that invested and by happy about it. So if I play, it tends to be a less invested, more casual way which is a good ticket to being lynched for me.
TLDR; this actually did just become a self pitying hero complex post BUT I do think post games should be more positive.
Nana, I'm proud I had faith in your towniness but unproud I did not listen to you about Puns
I barely believed myself on Puns anyways. I need to be pushier sometimes? ---