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Topicmy one regret in life is not getting into trees and tree culture
green butter
03/31/17 2:49:29 PM
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Parappa09 posted...
your life is pretty interesting

I remember you saying that you didn't have much confidence a while back but you changed + developed yourself

yes, dealt a lot with self-confidence issues & depression in high school, issues that i thought were very unique to me at the time but in retrospect many young people go through.

so when i had an opportunity to get into trees i did, and i went all out. it gave me a new lifestyle, a sort of escapism, and a way to get down. however as i got older i worked on my concept of self more and improved a lot, and i found that i no longer really desired the escapism, but i was still getting high all the time, and it was a problem for me because my life was moving in a different direction.

the culture was interesting in the sense that it allowed me to connect with people i'd normally never associate with if i wasn't a smoker, but ultimately it's not nearly as interesting as many make it out to be in movies and shit, and there were some weird residual effects (like being unable to enjoy things sober for a while till i was able to "reprogram" myself).

now all i'm left with are a bunch of drug stories i can't really tell people, because they're all normies who think smoking a joint once in the 70s is deviant, and they'd probably have a heart attack if i told them about the time i tripped on acid in public
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