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Her daughter called me and told me earlier. I am a wreck. We may have been divorced but she was still the person I was closest to in this world, I don't really have any friends or family that are close to me. We would still talk or text every few days. Last thing she said to me was about all the things she had planned to do today. She was only 51, I didn't know the exact cause but she had been fighting diabetes for the last few years and it ran in her family (her mom died of it).

I know others on here have posted about their loss. Does it help? I feel like I am responsible since I was taking care of her for 25 years. I'm sure it would've hit a lot harder if we were still together but even knowing I probably wouldn't have ever seen her face to face again I am still devastated.

Sorry if I wasted anyone's time but I had to share somewhere.