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I met a somewhat mentally unstable person on discord a few years ago that I led on for many months. He was a small time streamer that developed a huge e-crush on me after he saw me in a group video chat. Would give me a ton of praise on my looks which im not that used to hearing (im a guy). Anyway we eventually e-dated and a few months in I started sending him nsfw videos of myself which led to me doing it over video chat. I was addicted to his praise. All I got out of it was being made a mod on his 250 people server lol.. well eventually he wanted me to come and visit him and I got scared and ghosted. I would later see him write fanfic over discord about us a few weeks later. I was incognito lol. I was in my early 20s and he was close to 30. Tbh he was probably harmless just very lonely like I was. I really considered making it real but I get stressed out over traveling and some other things I have to work on.

That's fair enough, jumping from a purely online relationship to something more real is.. a lot. And it clearly wasn't something you were comfortable with. Ain't nothing wrong with that. The mod thing is kinda funny though lol

What if instead of mushroom clouds, nukes created penis clouds?

There's an alternative universe where this does occur, and you've devastated me with the news I will never live in that universe ._.
OH SHIT, I THINK THAT'S RUSSIA'S CLOUD COCK 9000 EMERGING FROM NYC, EVERYBODY RUN

Nah, I don't need an alt. All I want is to be able to talk about stuff without people flipping out or being stalkerly

See, and if I keep confessionary open you got the open mic you need if you ever wanna stir the pot but on purpose this time! Also who is stalking u cause I will find them for you. They ain't got nothing on me

Dash cam guy here. There's a couple reasons why the video is emotional for me. The girl I'm with is really attracted to me but can't be in a relationship at that time, said she can't get 'feels' (this happened almost 6 years ago). We make out at a red light and she asked me why I have to be such a good kisser ._. this was after I told her that the first time I held hands with a girl ( at 25, I was a late bloomer) was better than the first time I kissed a girl. It almost feels like I wasn't the person experiencing the events rewatching it all these years later.

That must've hit hard at the time. There's hardly a worse feeling than being so infatuated and attracted to someone who insists on not developing feels, but will kiss you like a lover anyways ._.