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TuxedoCyan posted...

For me, I was able to identify girls that showed interest in me back in my school days, but I was too afraid to ask them out fearing either being rejected or being accepted and then having to be in a relationship.

When I was 18, I finally got the guts to ask a girl out to lunch and she said yes without hesitation. I was confident because she had been showing obvious signs she liked me for a few months prior and I kind of liked her and she was very polite and really shy which helped me make my decision. Even after having lunch with her, I didn't ask her out on any dates or to be my gf or anything even though I knew for certain she liked me and she would have said yes. I probably let her down by not asking her out.

I was just not ready to grow up back then. I'm still not ready now.

I will admit that short lunch I had with her, was probably the most confidence I've ever felt in my life about myself, which also scared me.

Imagine having women like you hohoho. Okay that's a lie. There was one girl in 7th grade who kept trying to call me nicknames and giggling at me, but I just wasn't attracted to her. I was obsessed with a different girl with an Italian like name who had olive skin, I just couldn't stop thinking about her. I only went on to make a complete asshole of myself when given the opportunity to spend time with that girl.

Besides that and a completely questionable time in High School, literally no one.