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I am 21 rn so if you assume im an older guy freeloading for ever im not actually.
OK so I will come clean about my nana
During the tail-end of lockdown where in the uk you no longer had to isolate she got a covid induced stroke and she mostly came out OK but two things
She can't use her right hand as a right handed person
She has changed as a person to become someone unlikeable to me
She's hard to talk to now because she just point blank doesn't listen to what people tell her and she goes on rants way too much. She says she hates everyone in her family sometimes including me in these moods because we are boring useless and annoying her but I, to a lesser extent my cousin and her partner are the only ones I have seen her be honest to she kinda pretends she's happy af to everyone else in the family and her friends besides one friend.
It's like her negative traits before the covid stroke enhanced and the things I loved were her now fake attitude That she masked.
She says things that makes little sense sometimes and I cry at how she's deteriorating so fast and I can't tell anyone cos they'd probably won't believe me cos she's so good at pretending and the nonsense is just little things so far. She said I pissed on the floor as an argument
"What"
"When you were a kid you pissed on the floor don't tell me about cleanliness!"
So what?! I was a toddler thats not relevant to anything right now why bring that up so left field
I was typing this out literally on my phone in my room and she came in and quietly apologised about how we argued but it just doesn't help cos this has happened like 9 times now. I can't put into words how stressful this is. To me. We had a beautifully close relationship for like 17 years and now she constantly talks about hating everyone. It is not who she is at all she has changed as a person thanks to the stroke and I am actually full on crying as I type this fuck