Um this has been sad since it began. It's alcoholism, nothing to joke about. Nothing to shrug off. It's always been pathetic and pitiful. I'm weak. But until now it hasn't been, like... making me sick. I just got up and I feel pretty bad.
Sleeping pills, hmm... that sounds like a good idea.
But talking to people about it doesn't really help because I've already talked to people. A lot. I'm not even as depressed as I was before because of all the talking. But I still can not get to sleep at all without something helping me. Although yeah, sleeping pills didn't occur to me. I will look into that. And I am definitely not getting drunk tonight. Ugh. No. It's gotten to be too much now, I can't do it.
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