I can't stop my team from being bad because everyone I get stuck with is exactly like me. An ignoramus who's stuck in their ways and whose first instinct upon losing isn't "What could I have done better?" it's "How did these people screw me over this time?"
I have played more than enough games to realize that I'm not perfect. No. That I'm not good. But I cannot stand losing because I know what it means for the other team. They can be humble as f*** but I can't shake the feeling that they're lording it over me. And that my team is ganging up on me for being vocal about their mistakes.
I feel like I'm projecting, and a part of me honestly feels like that game was set up to set me off, which is the dumbest thing I could possibly think. I'd say it's just a bad day, but I'm sure I'll be singing the same tune tomorrow. I don't know.
I'll take you up on your offer, Chris.
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I like how each new topic you make reveals such varied facets of your idiocy. - foolmo
[NO BARKLEY NO PEACE]