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| Topic | Saw a new doctor today |
| usui88 12/06/17 9:32:44 PM #5 | RCtheWSBC posted... usui88 posted...Bombed half my finals because I cant concentrate on anything anymore Once I get my new labs back and make an appt with my old doctor (she was sick today) Im going to ask for something Things have gotten a lot worse since the last time so I want to have the updated info first --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Saw a new doctor today |
| usui88 12/06/17 9:25:43 PM #3 | RCtheWSBC posted... Seek a second opinion. Im seeing an endocrinologist soon. My thyroid levels came back fucked up from the last blood work I had I almost went to the hospital last night because I was on the verge of passing out for about 5 hours, and I could barely move this morning I was so tired Bombed half my finals because I cant concentrate on anything anymore --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Saw a new doctor today |
| usui88 12/06/17 9:21:48 PM #1 | And he was a total dick. Ive been developing worse symptoms, like full-on body tremors, and he just told me you seem like a nervous guy, its probably just anxiety I was at the grocery store the other day and you wouldve thought I had Parkinsons. People kept staring and it was fucking humiliating He ordered more labs because I asked him to and prescribed me a steroid cream for the bruise-like rashes that now cover about 50% of my body, but he still just told me youre seeing your psychiatrist in a month, you probably just need your meds adjusted and she can take care of that Fucker --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | my new bf brought me mcdonald's at almost 1am |
| usui88 12/05/17 5:40:49 AM #68 | When Im drunk my boyfriend feeds me tacos and burgers while I look at memes I get you, gurl --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 12/05/17 5:35:26 AM #194 | No clue --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you recognize the above poster? |
| usui88 12/05/17 5:35:03 AM #239 | Yes --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Favorite... |
| usui88 12/04/17 11:10:36 AM #14 | Pineapple and banana peppers --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | My mom wants to commit me to a psychiatric facility |
| usui88 12/04/17 12:52:16 AM #18 | Zeus posted... I was going to make a joke asking if you're scared of commitment but those sound like serious issues. What's your diagnosis? Took a nap and woke realizing I do have some answers to this question, at least as far as preexisting mental disorders go Clinical depression, anxiety and panic disorders, bipolar II, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, insomnia, ocd Ive decided to go, and Im hopeful that my next round of lab work will give me some more answers Edit: I know that sounds like a lot, but with medication Ive been able to successfully manage most of it for a long time. This recent nonsense has been something new --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | My mom wants to commit me to a psychiatric facility |
| usui88 12/03/17 8:38:08 PM #14 | minervo posted... I've spent about a year of my life in psych wards. It's where I lost my virginity. Crazy people, but also some of the most loving and caring. Don't trust the nurses, they can be scum. And don't ever piss off the doctor or they'll put you on indefinite hold. That's my advice. Not my first time, and you couldnt be more right --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | My mom wants to commit me to a psychiatric facility |
| usui88 12/03/17 7:35:32 PM #8 | Lokarin posted... It's good, you get your choice of thorazine or dimenhydrinate eveeeeery ....* drooool* I use to be on antipsychotics. Never again --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | My mom wants to commit me to a psychiatric facility |
| usui88 12/03/17 7:34:57 PM #7 | SilverClock posted... Idk what you're going through but I can speak for the stutter. Two of my cousins started it young and never got out of it. Now they're 23 and 29. Hope yours didn't last. Idk why their parents never got them into speech therapy. Now they just get defensive when I talk about fixing it. If you still have it for the love of God try to get rid of it asap. Such a detriment socially and career wise. My moms a speech pathologist and even she cant explain it Zeus posted... I was going to make a joke asking if you're scared of commitment but those sound like serious issues. What's your diagnosis? No clue yet. Bunch of shit came back inconclusive, going in for a second round of labs on Wed mipond posted... How do you feel about it? Like how you'd think Id feel when when your mind is failing you SkynyrdRocker posted... What issues have you been having? College is hard with a mental illness. It was for me, anyway. https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/3-poll-of-the-day/76047133 --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | My mom wants to commit me to a psychiatric facility |
| usui88 12/03/17 6:56:58 PM #1 | once the semester is over Just for a week or ten days, so I can get rediagnosed and get off everything and hopefully have all my meds readjusted in case thats been a contributing factor to some of the issues Ive been having. I developed a stutter today Going in for more lab work Wednesday so hopefully Ill have answers before the end of the month Theres just so much going on and Im so fucking tired --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you recognize the above poster? |
| usui88 12/01/17 7:47:51 PM #212 | Only if its Ziggy, ok? --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 12/01/17 7:44:35 PM #161 | Ogurisama posted... He copied my topic basically ITS A LITTLE DIFFERENT And yes, though admittedly I havent had any interaction with him --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 12/01/17 6:15:11 PM #158 | Like him Snuggletoof posted... The coolest --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Been having some weird medical issues lately and I'm getting lowkey worried |
| usui88 12/01/17 4:51:33 PM #15 | LeetCheet posted... Do you often get nosebleed? I get them often and it's always annoying when they happen. I get them periodically, but only when theres barometric changes and shit Ive bever gotten them in my sleep and its been pretty steady lately --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | ITT: Music! Pt. 3 |
| usui88 12/01/17 4:27:03 PM #105 | Final Fantasy S Generation - Vamo' Alla Flamenco (piano ver)  I actually like this a lot more than the original --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 12/01/17 4:21:12 PM #154 | Dont know them --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you recognize the above poster? |
| usui88 12/01/17 4:20:53 PM #209 | Yes --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Tabitha Coffey is getting a new show on Bravo |
| usui88 12/01/17 1:17:46 PM #1 | And I am dead --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Been having some weird medical issues lately and I'm getting lowkey worried |
| usui88 12/01/17 12:41:44 PM #13 | mipond posted... Yuckoos! Yeah it was p gross. Had dried blood all over my face --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Been having some weird medical issues lately and I'm getting lowkey worried |
| usui88 12/01/17 12:07:35 PM #11 | So I woke up this morning unable to breathe through my nose Thought I was just congested but it turns out I had a bad nosebleed while I was sleeping and it was just stuffed full of blood This is getting fun --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Goddamn my father has abandoned all subtlety |
| usui88 12/01/17 12:04:48 PM #60 | My bf and I actually do want to have kids, neither of us are just anywhere near ready obviously I mean Im a broke af college student and my dad knows this Im not sure how expects this little scenario to play out when I dont even have a source of income Unless it means I get early access to my trust in which case any takers? >_> --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Goddamn my father has abandoned all subtlety |
| usui88 11/30/17 1:20:25 PM #15 | Metro2 posted... I think I was 25 when my father started pushing me to have a kid. My mom at least chilled somewhat once she found out Im dating a dude LinkPizza posted... My mom would probably be ok either way, but my dad has been pressuring me, too. But it's probably because he doesn't know I'm dating a guy right now. But I guess I am getting close to 30. But I never wanted to have kids, anyway... Lmao almost literally exactly the same Snuggletoof posted... My sister has already made two people, so my parents should be satisfied. They never really pushed the issue on either of us anyways. They were more concerned with us being financially stable first. In fact, they're kind of trying to convince her to dial it back now that she's wanting even more kids... Yeah my mom lost her shit when I finally had to tell her I was in a relationship She is one intuitive ass bitch and figured it out on her own even though I said nothing --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | So you walk into a room... |
| usui88 11/30/17 1:15:56 PM #7 | Pics or I wont take be interested in the assless part --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Been having some weird medical issues lately and I'm getting lowkey worried |
| usui88 11/30/17 12:52:22 PM #8 | Mead posted... Could be something, could be nothing. The mind is a funny thing that can do some strange things if you are very stressed or have a lot on your plate. I know, and Ive been trying. Whats happening I think has been making it worse since Ive been stressing hard over it so Im hopeful its not as bad as it seems Andromicus posted... Have you taken SSRIs for a while? I only found out recently that that shit messes with your memory, it's a joke among my friends that I make up silly names for characters in games but it is because I can't remember stuff like that well Ive been on them since I was 16 and Ive never had these sorts of issues. Im forgetting things seconds after they happen. I have insane OCD and Ive even been even forgetting to indulge the weird tics I have, and trust me thats worrisome for me mipond posted... That sounds like some scary stuff. Did the lab work include some thyroid stuff? Thats why she wants me to see an endocrinologist wwinterj25 posted... Wild shot in the dark but have you has Anxiety and/or stress lately? That could be one of the reasons if so. Always, but it has been worse lately admittedly. Boyfriend moved and Im going to be following soon and Im having to transfer schools (only partially related, I was going to have to anyway which is why we decided to live together) Im excited about that though so it should be better than it is :/ --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Been having some weird medical issues lately and I'm getting lowkey worried |
| usui88 11/30/17 11:59:28 AM #3 | 29 --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Been having some weird medical issues lately and I'm getting lowkey worried |
| usui88 11/30/17 11:53:17 AM #1 | Ive never had the greatest memory, but lately Ive been forgetting things in a different way I had an exam Tues I could have sworn was Thurs (actually walked into class, saw everyone with the scantrons, and pivoted and straight walked out because I seriously would have failed). I have an exam today I could have sworn was the optional cumulative one I didnt need to take on lectures I have no memory of, and even though they get posted online and I check the site regularly I dont remember seeing them, and Im now having people reference conversations weve had that I have no recollection of. Apparently I went off on my father for no reason the other day. Ive also been forgetting basic things like how words are spelled I went in for lab work and a bunch of shit came back inconclusive except for some things which my doctor is referring me to an endocrinologist for, so its not even just mental. My tremors which Ive always had are almost getting seizure-like, and I drop things all the time. Last night I broke a wine glass and cracked the screen on my phone Idk wtf is going on or even when it started tbh. Everything is just really fuzzy right now --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Goddamn my father has abandoned all subtlety |
| usui88 11/29/17 11:30:44 PM #9 | darcandkharg31 posted... usui88 posted...he told me just go fuck some random chick itll be cheaper Im tired of waiting The other day he got all pissy and said I wish Id pulled out I dont particularly like the man but he can be p funny sometimes My mom has at least chilled since she found out Im dating a guy right now and its not as simple a task in this relationship --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Goddamn my father has abandoned all subtlety |
| usui88 11/29/17 11:12:05 PM #1 | When I saw him over Thanksgiving he gave me his wedding band from when he and my mom were married and said if my moms hadnt been stolen hed have wanted me to have hers too, and whenever he brings up grandkids I always tell him if he wants one so badly he can just pay for the surrogate which usually shuts him down but this time he told me just go fuck some random chick itll be cheaper Im tired of waiting I know Im almost 30 but dude chill How old were you when you started hearing this noise? --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Have you ever cheated on your lover? |
| usui88 11/29/17 1:21:22 PM #6 | Once. I found out he was cheating so I revenge-banged one of his friends and her boyfriend and then came home, told him, and packed my shit --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Would you hug the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 7:31:57 PM #17 | Mead posted... I guess. Most people could use a hug and Im a good hugger. Bring it in big guy Ogurisama posted... Sure, why not And yeah just get a few drinks in me first --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Would you hug the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 7:07:43 PM #11 | Idk how hot they are they need to be hawt --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Have you ever gone hunting? |
| usui88 11/26/17 6:30:05 PM #10 | Ive gone, and I love shooting, but its not really my thing I prefer fishing, esp deep sea --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you prefer Barack Obama over Trump? |
| usui88 11/26/17 5:43:37 PM #21 | --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Post music ITT |
| usui88 11/26/17 5:40:16 PM #25 | @Snuggletoof posted... Excuse me I was quoting you because I was going to link too --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Post music ITT |
| usui88 11/26/17 4:48:52 PM #23 | Snuggletoof posted... https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/3-poll-of-the-day/75750495  --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 4:42:14 PM #148 | miki_sauvester posted... no Who even are you --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you recognize the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 3:28:06 PM #173 | Get a job --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | ITT: Music! Pt. 3 |
| usui88 11/26/17 3:28:00 PM #96 | Casiotone for the Painfully Alone - Young Shields  --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 3:24:43 PM #146 | Get a job --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 2:52:29 AM #129 | Dont dislike cos dont know --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you recognize the above poster? |
| usui88 11/26/17 2:51:08 AM #160 | Yes --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/25/17 12:46:07 AM #108 | ImmortalityV posted... I like you I am p Edit (Conner4REAL): idk rly you but no negative opinion --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/24/17 11:51:54 PM #105 | ImmortalityV posted... usui88 posted...Arent you that dude I clowned the fuck out of because your room was smeared with dog shit Please dont like the above poster --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/24/17 11:49:08 PM #103 | Arent you that dude I clowned the fuck out of because your room was smeared with dog shit --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/24/17 11:41:29 PM #101 | Idk them but yeah I guess so --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you recognize the above poster? |
| usui88 11/24/17 11:40:58 PM #148 | Yes --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | Do you like the above poster? |
| usui88 11/24/17 10:29:40 PM #99 | No --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
| Topic | ITT: Music! Pt. 3 |
| usui88 11/24/17 10:28:16 PM #94 | Rae Sremmurd - This Could Be Us  I never get tired of this song --- Living like this is a full-time business. |
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