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TopicMelania Trump to release NFTs...
UnMead
12/22/21 3:29:54 PM
#12
Leave me the fuck alone Zeus

you dont have to put your slimy two cents in for every opinion I express

her being wealthy herself has fuck all to do with anything

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TopicThis Uber I'm in smells BAD
UnMead
12/22/21 3:17:48 PM
#5
wolfy42 posted...
Dude is probably going to murder/death/kill you.

he does that and Ill sue his ass

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TopicThis Uber I'm in smells BAD
UnMead
12/22/21 3:17:27 PM
#4
I dont think theres any way for me to politely mention it. I wont not tip him but he is getting $1 only

Dont want to cost the guy his livelihood so Im not gonna rate him or anything. Capitalism really creates some unpleasant scenarios. This dude shouldnt be driving me around he should be stopping at Walmart for a can of Lysol disinfectant

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UnMead
12/22/21 3:14:34 PM
#2
Gonna have to torch this whole ensemble if this funk sticks to me

if I wasnt pressed for time Id actually cancel the ride

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UnMead
12/22/21 3:13:06 PM
#1
Hair spray and rancid sausages

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TopicTamales are so good
UnMead
12/22/21 3:01:47 PM
#26
SunWuKung420 posted...
As far back as I can remember, my family would get together a couple weeks before Christmas and make 500 or so tamales.

My mom would make a delicious poblano based sauce to pour over them. They are also great served along side refried beans and eggs for breakfast.

Everyone is all grown up and in different parts of the world but my mom still makes a smaller batch and sends me some.

um Im actually transgender

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TopicMakeup tutorial y'all
UnMead
12/22/21 1:47:54 PM
#5
lipstick attempt #2, Part 1

https://youtu.be/OzfMDelGQP4

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TopicMelania Trump to release NFTs...
UnMead
12/22/21 1:45:20 PM
#8
Veedrock- posted...
You could say the same thing about sports.

sure, sports have a ton of value and capital that gets generated and keeps people employed and funded

if enough people agree that something has value, then it has value

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TopicSongs to make love to?
UnMead
12/22/21 12:52:54 PM
#2
https://youtu.be/o6mw8SxAhB8

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TopicMelania Trump to release NFTs...
UnMead
12/22/21 12:51:55 PM
#5
NFTs are for real not that complicated Im not sure why the majority of people seem to be bending over backwards to intentionally refuse to learn or understand how they work and why they have value

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TopicTruckers are apparently refusing to enter Colorado
UnMead
12/22/21 12:49:40 PM
#121
I dont want to enter Colorado either, I mean I bet they have good food but what if someone is mean or thinks I have a bad butt

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UnMead
12/22/21 12:48:20 PM
#252
https://i.imgur.com/lIEn8Fy.jpg



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TopicTamales are so good
UnMead
12/22/21 12:45:39 PM
#24
Lil_Bit83 posted...
Do you think tamales in enchilada sauce and sour cream would taste okay?

sour cream can be good with tamales especially if the meat in them is a little dry which usually isnt the case but it can happen. Enchilada sauce I mean you could do it but I think the sauce would completely overwhelm the corn which I personally appreciate, but yeah they would be a little bit more similar to enchiladas if you did that

dioxxys posted...
Apparently mole is pretty good with tamales I want to try it

I ordered some mole enchiladas one time at this tiny restaurant out in the middle of the desert and they were out of this world

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TopicIs Catch Me If You Can a Christmas movie?
UnMead
12/22/21 11:53:12 AM
#2
. . .arguably

but not really

i could see someone making the case that throughout the film Leo calls Tom Hanks just to shoot the shit with him every Christmas and try to cope with his loneliness of not being able to just be himself

but it isnt that big of a part of the movies theme, at least I dont think so. Just a narrative tool to mark the passage of time in the story and give things a comforting storytelling loop. A pattern that viewers can feel good about recognizing.

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TopicParasite Eve is the Die Hard of video games.
UnMead
12/22/21 11:49:10 AM
#8
I really enjoyed that game back in the day. It dealt with some cool concepts and the gameplay was really satisfying for an old game

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TopicIs "Linus and Lucy" a Christmas song?
UnMead
12/22/21 11:48:16 AM
#6
Ive never listened to it and Im not gonna, but yes

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TopicMelania Trump to release NFTs...
UnMead
12/22/21 11:47:33 AM
#2
If I can afford any of them then fuck yes

She is terrible but money is money. Money can change shit. I hope all the people who buy them are wealthy immigrants who make a ton of money on the investment and publicly talk about how awful she is and the harm she has caused to some vulnerable communities.

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TopicI don't know if this is allowed
UnMead
12/22/21 11:44:05 AM
#4
I stopped the hacking/error whatever it was, by following the apps instructions, which were communicated in a very confusing way.

anyways I hope this day is finding you well. If not then push it off you and just leave where you are and go for a walk. Youll feel better. If youre working and you can manage it just level with your boss if you have one and tell them you gotta get outta there even if its just a couple hours early for your mental health.

obviously if you make a habit of things like that then youre obnoxious and no one is gonna see you as a hard worker, but every once in a while people gotta make time to care for themselves before anyone else

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CXyopITJnNf/?utm_medium=copy_link

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TopicGonna be live-streaming a walkabout in LA in just a bit
UnMead
12/22/21 11:39:26 AM
#9
Good morning all my sweet little turnips

I hope you and this day get along spectacularly

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CXyopITJnNf/?utm_medium=copy_link

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TopicDr. Pepper -- Yay or nay?
UnMead
12/22/21 4:22:54 AM
#36
JoanOfArcade posted...
Is it recent recent? That sounded weird. Like within a few months I mean. Been like a year since I had one.

i wanna say it was this year that they made the change but I couldnt tell you exactly when

spring/summer I think

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TopicWhat should the next Variant be called?
UnMead
12/22/21 4:15:34 AM
#17
Valanisa

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TopicPotd amazon wishlist sharing 2021
UnMead
12/22/21 3:33:03 AM
#11
slacker03150 posted...
I haven't used my wish list in a while. I forgot what was even all on it lol

https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1VBDZZAINX480?ref_=wl_share

thats a really cool necklace!

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TopicPotd amazon wishlist sharing 2021
UnMead
12/22/21 3:24:38 AM
#9
Dude I put an entire electric scooter on mine

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TopicPotd amazon wishlist sharing 2021
UnMead
12/22/21 2:55:46 AM
#5
Really I think hormone therapy will help a ton with that, right now hair is just really fighting a war against me lol

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TopicPotd amazon wishlist sharing 2021
UnMead
12/22/21 2:43:49 AM
#3
A barber isnt gonna remove hair from my gooch

I know theres like waxing and whatnot but that sounds unpleasant and its always weird having a stranger mess around with your areas even if they are a professional

more people should make and post lists. Its fun

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TopicIn california do you need to do a brake and light inspection for....
UnMead
12/22/21 2:40:30 AM
#5
Police should worry about their own vehicles and quit being so interested in other cars, buncha perverts

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TopicShout out to the Potd right wing people I guess
UnMead
12/22/21 2:28:26 AM
#30
Revelation34 posted...
Update on the holiday Reese's. They released a turtle version of them. Not worth the buy.

thats disappointing, good to know though

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TopicDr. Pepper -- Yay or nay?
UnMead
12/22/21 1:58:15 AM
#31
Krazy_Kirby posted...
have you tried coke zero? same as coke

their new recipe is even better than sugar coke imo

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TopicThis is a civilized top
UnMead
12/22/21 1:57:29 AM
#3


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TopicShout out to the Potd right wing people I guess
UnMead
12/22/21 1:17:59 AM
#28
SpeeDLeemon posted...
What'd I miss

I think Im getting cancelled? Idk Im gonna keep taking things one day at a time and keep being me. If some people want to waste energy being mad I say let em, although theyd have a much easier time just using the block feature

I'm enjoying live-streaming way more than this message board goofiness honestly. People build up weird notions in their head about you when all they see is text. People forget that there are real people on the other side of the screen. Even vulnerable people forget that. Sometimes theyre the quickest to do so.

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UnMead
12/22/21 1:12:18 AM
#27
Its like when I started to come out the two of them just decided that I was in no way valid for feeling the way I do. Once I started dipping my toe into the water being open about my gender confusion they both took on different patterns of communication when it came to me. I can get paranoid sure but Im getting pretty good at understanding the difference now between irrational intrusive thoughts and valid feelings.

I dont expect anyone to take my word for it, but that is what I experienced.

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UnMead
12/22/21 1:03:57 AM
#25
I gotta add that I dont regret leaving that discord group. Its mostly good people but theres also some cruelty that happens in private groups like that. Maybe some people didnt see it but I was shut down and steamrolled by kana and Foxx for literally years, it would happen here on potd long before I joined that group.

I had enough of it and I still wont tolerate it. Im sorry for things that are my fault but Im not sorry at all for shining a light on things. I can be dramatic but I always tried to be respectful of both of those users on this site as well as that one.

I know everyone likes to think that crazy mead is just crazy, but thats not always it. I shared some screenshots with names censored but those were far from the only times those two ganged up on me in an otherwise casual conversation. Ive only just recently started standing up against things like that.

Because for a long time I would just ignore things like that. Im not doing that anymore. I value kindness and I try to be genuine to everyone. Sometimes people walk over those who are timid, and Im not fucking timid anymore.

If people want to be a friend or an ally then they gotta act like it or they can fuck right off until they learn to just be better to others. There are bullies everywhere, all different types. Im not free from guilt in that regard, but that doesnt mean I will abide it either.

And the whole getting performatively offended about someone airing some dirty laundry is gross and transparent. Im simply not a person that is gonna try to air personal details or anything of that nature. Objectivity is important, I learned that lesson recently.

Treat me well and Ill treat you well. Try to hurt me and everyones gonna hear about it.

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TopicGot Red Dead II, Asins Creed Val and Cyberpunk 2077 for $20 each.
UnMead
12/22/21 12:51:48 AM
#7
Im weirdly bored of video games lately, idk

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TopicSo the youtubes recommended me a video of a guy who bought a lobster
UnMead
12/22/21 12:50:47 AM
#8
Joshs Name posted...
i'm getting the same recommendations lol


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TopicI don't know if this is allowed
UnMead
12/21/21 11:53:43 PM
#3
Dammit someone trying to hack my account

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TopicTexas qanon group now drinking bleach...horrified ex-members say.
UnMead
12/21/21 9:22:01 PM
#5
Theres gotta be a better way to DIY bleach your asshole

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TopicSleeping naked is fucking disgusting
UnMead
12/21/21 9:20:40 PM
#75
Every once in a while if Ive been real naughty

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TopicGonna be live-streaming a walkabout in LA in just a bit
UnMead
12/21/21 9:16:05 PM
#8
https://www.instagram.com/tv/CXwd9jJJ6iT/?utm_medium=copy_link

if anyone is ever curious I walk around LA now just speaking my truths and learning things along the way

if my inane ramblings help a couple of people out there then cool

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TopicI don't know if this is allowed
UnMead
12/21/21 9:04:05 PM
#2
Oh and I did a nice thing and helped a person! I need a shower but I will tell the story

edit: it took three tries but I helped someone dangit lol

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TopicI don't know if this is allowed
UnMead
12/21/21 8:59:32 PM
#1
If I need to get bopped then it is what it is. Wont have hurt feelings about it

this is just my Instagram though. I plan on walking around the city more and just communicating with hopefully some people, but if not then its just free therapy between me and my phone along with an excuse to exercise and lose some covid weight.

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CXwd9jJJ6iT/?utm_medium=copy_link

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TopicDr. Pepper -- Yay or nay?
UnMead
12/21/21 8:55:56 PM
#22
I like it sometimes. I thought the Dr Pepper + Cream Soda was great. The Dr Pepper zero sugar in my opinion freaking suuuuuuucks though for real

which is odd because the new Coke Zero is the best damn cola Ive ever had in my like. Seriously fuck sugar just give me whatever that natural flavor theyre probably making in some lab out of bug poop or something gross.

I dont care keep doing it I say.

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TopicTamales are so good
UnMead
12/21/21 8:50:48 PM
#14
Lil_Bit83 posted...
They're kinda boring. I'll take enchiladas over tamales.

I feel differently but I think you have a respectable view on this

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TopicMy libertarian friend has an Asian girlfriend now.
UnMead
12/21/21 8:17:06 PM
#8
Zeus posted...
#StopAsianHate

I accept your terms, I know some outstanding Asian people

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UnMead
12/21/21 7:27:53 PM
#24
Im still a big stinking lefty that just farts. Ill try to hold some of my farts in but I cant make any promises. My whole life Ive just let myself fart.

I believe in kindness for all the people and let them be who they are as long as it doesnt hurt others

im not some centrist or moderate or libertarian or some corporate democrat. Im a person living a whole life and learning things as I go along. Im done treading carefully when it comes to who I am though

Im gonna try real hard not to break anyones rules or hurt anyones feelings. But when I fail I have to be the one to take responsibility and change for the better. Its a whole rainbow road I think but Im determined to build it even if I gotta do it one Crayola Cobblestone at a time.

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UnMead
12/21/21 7:22:14 PM
#23
This really wasnt supposed to be about that at all. This meme inspired me to make this topic and just thank some people across all walks of life that have been welcoming and kind to me

https://i.imgur.com/F8Ck9cf.jpg

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UnMead
12/21/21 7:09:41 PM
#22
At least I hope yall are goofin

I dont like ruffling feathers but Ive got some bad habits that make it a thing that seems to happen often enough that I know Im the problem

Im really trying everyday to learn better ways of being towards people.

check out my thing on the internet some of it is me just live-streaming and talking and speaking my truth out in the world

thats the real me

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UnMead
12/21/21 7:05:32 PM
#21
Blightzkrieg posted...
Shout out to Joe Manchin for being so acceptance of the new Mead

EvilMegas posted...
Lol she's going full Catlin Jenner on y'all.

that isnt me

I know yall are goofin but please know Im not like that

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UnMead
12/21/21 7:02:44 PM
#20
Jen0125 posted...
Man, I sure hope this comment isn't about the discord group. If so, it's pretty off base and off putting.

its what my perception was from a couple of users

that may have been paranoid insecure male feelings, but they were feelings I felt numerous times from two individuals over a long period of time

if I find out Im wrong them Im happy to listen and maybe gain insight. But at the time it just hurt an old Queens feelings who didnt know she was this way and was just trying to be nice to people

its taken me some time in life to learn that theres a performative kindness that I was taught by an abuser, and theres nothing kind about it

i regret and Im sorry for people that Ive harmed with that, especially since Im not aware of some of the times I did that. I was too focused on myself and just being co-dependent and narcissistic.

a lot of people tell me now that they wish me well. And I always appreciate it. But Ive found that for some people that kinda means goodbye. Maybe not forever, but they have had enough outta you

All I can do right now is reflect and try to keep breaking patterns of unhealthful behavior in all types of relationships and friendships. Coming out is helping but I still have a lot of work to do to change into the person I feel that I am with a kind heart and soul, so Im eager to cast off this male facade, wish it well, and live a better life that doesnt pull anyone down.

to anyone that I think I was probably an inconsiderate dick towards, Im really sorry. And if I was an inconsiderate dick towards anybody and hurt their feelings and I dont recall doing it, well then Im double sorry and Im here if you ever wanna talk about it or anything else. Pretty good listener. This aint about that though.

I dont wanna tag people because thats just performative drama, but if I misunderstood things that is on me.

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UnMead
12/21/21 3:56:04 PM
#13
I dont know of any times leftist people have tried to make me feel shame or discourage me for behaving in a feminine way aside from just a few times that were outliers that I still dont entirely understand, but a whole bunch of conservative and moderate people really put me through hell at every opportunity

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UnMead
12/21/21 3:31:15 PM
#11
Kyuubi4269 posted...
Most of a censorship thing tbh i.e. you're more likely to be ostracized by the left than the right, there's less of a collective identity across the right so you hear more range of right wingers ideas, mild and extreme.

Through my life experience I have found this to very much not be the case

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