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GanglyKhan posted...

Start investing meaning and acceptance internally with yourself and stop seeking it from other people. Once you do that, relationships become a lot better and it's easier to avoid these types of situations. I know it sounds fucked up, but I avoid people who don't have all their shit together. I can't risk dropping down like that. If someone I know and dates starts off fine and plummets, I'll gladly pick them back up and help, but I'm not starting out being your life coach. Pick people that are good for you in the future, TC. Learn from this, don't you dare turn into an incel and just go through the healing process.

Thanks man. I've spent the last few hours writing it all out on paper and rationalizing it. I'm starting to feel a little better after letting it all out through writing. There's no use moping around. I hope this means that the hardest part is over
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Update:
I got drunk and texted her. Lines and lines of text. I know, I know so dumb. I couldn't contain myself. She revealed that she's been seeing someone else while we were dating. That she developed feelings for him and lost feelings for me. That she's been pretending for a while now. She wanted to end the relationship because she was tired of pretending to love me, while her whole mind was already with someone else....

Why shouldn't I just end it all now? :/
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gather around lads and hear my tragic tale

meet an Asian cutie last year
become friends with her
eventually work up the courage to ask her out
she agrees and we see a movie and then eat
we start going out more often
she was my first for a lot of things
took like two months to for me to finally kiss her
then we dated some more
eventually had sex
I noticed some red flags along the way, but felt way too much for her to pay attention
last week
she tells me that we should just end it
I couldn't believe it
she says that she's still thinking about her ex and that our relationship doesn't feel real to her
my heart felt like it was sinking
currently dying inside

how do I even deal with these feels, lads?

:/
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KogaSteelfang posted...

Did being with someone give a confidence/self esteem boost? Make you feel better in general?

Being with her, yes. I feel like the sex didn't really change me in any way. I dunno, I guess I believed all the hype. Still good tho
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PaddysPub posted...

Jesus dude no one cares

r-rude
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after years of jerking off to hentai, I finally meet a qt who was interested in me
things start off slowly
it took me a while to work up the courage and hug her, and even longer to kiss
she was my first kiss
after the kisses she slowly begins hinting at sex
a bunch of signs I missed and thought she was just being nice and sexy
anyway, one fine night her and me were sitting and talking in my car
we suddenly start making out like never before
we were like leaches sucking on each others tongues
she takes my hand and guides it under her bra
I grab and play
then in the heat of the moment I reach down and touch her there
she's so warm, wet and hairy
we move to the back seat
she starts jerking me and sucking
feels like she's trying to rip my dick off
dick hurts
I tell her it's my turn
she takes her pants off and spreads her legs
tfw so turned on my her
I go down and try doing that thing I always see in done in porn
sucking on her while fingering
she's dripping wet and keeps moaning "soooogooodbabe"
no idea what I'm doing but I keep going
after a while she wants to blow me again
starts sucking, but I'm not really feeling it
dick almost goes limp
somehow she ends up riding me
finish in seconds
the end
(mods, please have mercy)
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LinkPizza posted...

So you were just bad at hiding it?

Probably. I thought I was good, but I guess she noticed anyway. Oh well, doesn't matter anymore
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LinkPizza posted...

Summertimebooks posted...

LinkPizza posted...

So, no longer a virgin?

Word

Well, I am happy for you. Good job. You've grown a lot, I think...

Bu the way, how did you end up hiding your "huge compliment" for so long?

By wearing baggy joggers. Or tucking into waistband.
She said she noticed and wondered when I would finally use it lol
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LinkPizza posted...

So, no longer a virgin?

Word
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Thanks for all of your advice
it's been good
( )
turns out you were right the whole time
she thought me being turned one was a huge compliment
and she's been wanting it so bad for a while
she was going crazy because I wasn't responding to her signs
she admitted that she even thought I might have been gay or something
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say no more fam


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what are some highlights?
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we're all gonna make, lads
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shadowsword87 posted...

SpaceBear_ posted...

Clamber on top, get your dick out, stick it in the hole (It's lower than you might think) and go to town.

Don't go too low!

She'll tell me if it's too low, right?
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I used to watch a lot if hentai, if that helps
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How do I prepare myself for the inevitable moment?
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Goddammit lad
My laptop? I guess I could turn on some zombie porn or something as a distraction
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As hard as my dick on any given day
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Smarkil posted...

Have you even kissed your 'gf' yet?

We do a lot of that now. Still haven't layed the pipe tho
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How do I approach this situation?
I'm feeling real nervous about this for some reason
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helIy posted...

LinkPizza posted...

Didn't febreze have commercials about this? Nose blind, I believe...

correct, however once you've been away for a few hours, your nose resets.

myghostisdead posted...

Cats have a smell but it isn't strong. The smell of their pee makes up for it.

cats only smell like whatever they've been lying on

Summertimebooks posted...

helIy posted...

how do they do it

breh, your nose might not work
I bet you also think your jizz rag doesn't smell like anything either

well, yes, it doesn't, because i don't have one

gross dude

of course not, lad ;)
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nope. sounds like too much work
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helIy posted...

how do they do it

breh, your nose might not work
I bet you also think your jizz rag doesn't smell like anything either
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