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TopicTrump scribbles "THERE WAS NO COLUSION" in Sharpie on document
Sayoria
07/17/18 10:16:46 PM
#18
Colusion
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Topicwould you fuck this "chick"?
Sayoria
07/17/18 10:15:45 PM
#15
Milkman5 posted...
Genocet_10-325 posted...

TC hates trans people and as a result obsesses over them by making topics like this


This "girl" has XX chromosomes.

It's in quotes because I'm assuming "her" gender based on how "she" presents "herself"

"She" is XX and has had no surgery, but I'm not sure what "she" identifies as.

For all I know "she" identifies as a "man"


You identify as an imbecile.
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TopicPost me the deepest picture you can think of
Sayoria
07/17/18 10:00:27 PM
#8
TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 9:56:49 PM
#48
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Sayoria posted...
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?


Yeah this is a question and I'm wondering that too. I would be in if there ever was one.

Also, as an ama, this reminds me of an SRS question I didn't remember to ask... I don't entirely know how the whole process of SRS works, I have some idea, and I've watched porn featuring post-op trans women, having aesthetic curiosity. One element to the surgery that I'm completely in the dark about though is the process of forming the clitoris, so I'm wondering how that works exactly... in as SFW/ToU-friendly words as necessary >_>


We could all try to get something going in Boston some day. I mean, I have no job right now and am out of classes for the time being. It would be best if someone with a tighter schedule were to set it up for that reason.

It's pretty much the tip of the penis. There's videos on youtube you could see how it is formed, but using the tip allows for the clitoris to receive a similar sensation to the penis. I could touch it and it would pretty much feel kind of like that.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Sayoria posted...
CrimsonRage posted...
are you happy?


As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.


What's the over/under on usual suspects who wouldn't believe you on that? XP


Not sure what you mean. O.o ...Honestly, my only depression was brought onto me by my isolation with my console gaming. That's why I quit console gaming. It has allotted me time to actually get out and meet new people and have fun in the outside world.... and it has worked. I enjoy life far better now. Since my family has always been accepting, I never felt transgender depression. All I felt was "I just need to move forward" and my family was like "how can we help?"


Boston would definitely make more sense to me. I don't think any other MACErs (I think this should be a legit term, even though I literally just stumbled upon the idea) live out this way and there is less to do. I could easily Peter Pan out that way and hopefully crash with a Boston-area friend.

That makes sense. I figured it was something like that. Good luck with everything when you're more in the clear to explore it :)

What I meant at the end was just a joke about anti-trans conservatives preaching "mental illness because trans suicide rate still high after surgery D: therefore some kind of conversion horseshit >>>>> SRS" logic.


This way? Are you in the south shore? There seems to be many of us down here believe it or not.

I just think if we were to have a MACE event, it would be best in Boston, allowing for others to commute to as well if they are up north or out west, and it gives more options on things to do, you know? I mean there's Zodd, me apparently Bullet Wing, CensorErik, you, Ray if he were to, Paper Okami if he wanted to.... there's so many in this state.

And oh! xD .... Yeah. I am soooooooooo depressed. Woe is me! D:
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 9:08:59 PM
#45
KamenRiderBlade posted...
Sayoria posted...
Like, look! Look!
I love the ACE franchise, I just wish it was subbed and brought to the US.

It has SOOO much $ making potential for Western Mecha fans.


Thank Harmony Gold for that one. As long as Macross is in the series, it will never happen. So many licensing issues, but this is the dog's bite right here. Macross will always be in the series.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 9:05:30 PM
#43
KamenRiderBlade posted...
I really wish they would Re-Make & Modernize ACE (Another Century's Episode) and release it for PC


I hate that ACE:R was repetitive as Hell. I won't lie. I bought it because I loved Full Metal Panic, and the opening video for the game was cool as Hell.



Like, look! Look!
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 9:04:18 PM
#42
visualboy2003 posted...
Sayoria posted...
MonkeySee posted...
I remember you saying years ago that you preferred women to men. Did that change with the hormones (I've heard it's not uncommon), or are you just mentally more comfortable viewing men romantically?


Oh wow, we are going far back.

I refused the idea of being with men. The thing is, I really like men. I will say though that I am bi-romantic in the sense that I would happily be with the right woman asexually, or not sexually. If she were to, say, hate the idea of ever having sex but wanted someone to have a relationship with, I could do that. As far as sex goes though, yeah. I like guys.

visualboy2003 posted...
may be you will really like that game -


Oh, I am aware of it. I just have practically a 0 percent chance of ever playing it now. I will say I picked up my PS3 one last time in 2014, but I don't count 2014 being my quitting year. I found out a game I desperately wanted a sequel to released, so I had to play it, and did.

I'd totally have played that though. I played Gundam 0081 and Another Century's Episode: R. Mech games are cool.

yes, i would have given that game to my best friend or even my dream girl. it is like dynasty warriors plus gundam battles series - just perfect.


I definitely recommend 0081 if you have a PS3 and online still works (probably not)

Was easily one of the best games on PS3 I ever played.
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TopicFun fact: all the Koopa Kids are pop culture references
Sayoria
07/17/18 9:02:26 PM
#24
LinksLiege posted...
Coffeebeanz posted...
And yes that means there's a Motorhead homage in the Mario universe

Not that surprising, considering the Reznor enemy from SMW is named after NIN's frontman.


Wow, mind blown.
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TopicFun fact: all the Koopa Kids are pop culture references
Sayoria
07/17/18 9:01:00 PM
#23
Knew this, but would only remember Ludwig, Iggy, and Roy's references.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:58:13 PM
#39
MonkeySee posted...
I remember you saying years ago that you preferred women to men. Did that change with the hormones (I've heard it's not uncommon), or are you just mentally more comfortable viewing men romantically?


Oh wow, we are going far back.

I refused the idea of being with men. The thing is, I really like men. I will say though that I am bi-romantic in the sense that I would happily be with the right woman asexually, or not sexually. If she were to, say, hate the idea of ever having sex but wanted someone to have a relationship with, I could do that. As far as sex goes though, yeah. I like guys.

visualboy2003 posted...
may be you will really like that game -


Oh, I am aware of it. I just have practically a 0 percent chance of ever playing it now. I will say I picked up my PS3 one last time in 2014, but I don't count 2014 being my quitting year. I found out a game I desperately wanted a sequel to released, so I had to play it, and did.

I'd totally have played that though. I played Gundam 0081 and Another Century's Episode: R. Mech games are cool.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:54:30 PM
#38
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?


Yeah this is a question and I'm wondering that too. I would be in if there ever was one.

Also, as an ama, this reminds me of an SRS question I didn't remember to ask... I don't entirely know how the whole process of SRS works, I have some idea, and I've watched porn featuring post-op trans women, having aesthetic curiosity. One element to the surgery that I'm completely in the dark about though is the process of forming the clitoris, so I'm wondering how that works exactly... in as SFW/ToU-friendly words as necessary >_>


We could all try to get something going in Boston some day. I mean, I have no job right now and am out of classes for the time being. It would be best if someone with a tighter schedule were to set it up for that reason.

It's pretty much the tip of the penis. There's videos on youtube you could see how it is formed, but using the tip allows for the clitoris to receive a similar sensation to the penis. I could touch it and it would pretty much feel kind of like that.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Sayoria posted...
CrimsonRage posted...
are you happy?


As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.


What's the over/under on usual suspects who wouldn't believe you on that? XP


Not sure what you mean. O.o ...Honestly, my only depression was brought onto me by my isolation with my console gaming. That's why I quit console gaming. It has allotted me time to actually get out and meet new people and have fun in the outside world.... and it has worked. I enjoy life far better now. Since my family has always been accepting, I never felt transgender depression. All I felt was "I just need to move forward" and my family was like "how can we help?"
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:49:48 PM
#34
TheRealDill2000 posted...
Sayoria posted...
TheRealDill2000 posted...
Why did I get "page not found" when visiting the link in your sig (probably for the best any way)?


I need to update it. The video that was in the link was this:

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1s7pla

The video quality on this one is worse though.

What did I just see? I don't understand it, but I kind of want more.


It's from a Japanese kids show called Let's

There was actually 6 total versions of that video, and an in-show para para dance. One of the kids who did the dance I swear did it better than that dancer himself. She was all over the place as everyone was doing it that some of them dancing stopped to watch her. Wish it wasn't removed.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:40:51 PM
#30
Zodd3224 posted...
I dont think he wants me to post it on CE, but pretty close to us.


Understandable, but interesting.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:39:24 PM
#28
CrimsonRage posted...
are you happy?


Yeah. I just need a job and I'll be chipper even more. I just want income at this point. As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:37:51 PM
#26
CrimsonRage posted...
how old are you


31

Zodd3224 posted...


Bullet Wing lives close to us too


No kidding. Where abouts?

RoboLaserGandhi posted...
Sayoria posted...
facial feminization surgery

Ouch?


Yeah. But I need it honestly. >_>
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:36:35 PM
#25
TheRealDill2000 posted...
Why did I get "page not found" when visiting the link in your sig (probably for the best any way)?


I need to update it. The video that was in the link was this:

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1s7pla

The video quality on this one is worse though.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:34:38 PM
#21
HotLap posted...
Sayoria posted...
HotLap posted...
Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.


Insurance covers depending on where you live and who you see.
Surgeries can cost upward of 20,000 dollars in the states. Here in Mass, many of our insurance companies cover it 100%.


I actually live in MA too and I never knew that. Go MA!


Yep. I thank our Mass TPC. Mason is an awesome guy who has been pushing for things like this and has succeeded in so much.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:33:51 PM
#19
Zodd3224 posted...
Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?


I dunno. We need to arrange one for realz. I mean, we even know that CensorErik was up for something.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:32:55 PM
#16
visualboy2003 posted...
why not play zoe;sr on ps2.


I really have no interest in console gaming anymore.

KamenRiderBlade posted...
::Gives you a BIG HUG::


*Hugs*
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:29:55 PM
#13
Orthopox12 posted...
What feels better jerking off when you had a dick or finger blasting yourself now? Crude but might as well ask the real questions here.


Hey, I am open to anything.

As of right now, I haven't tried "fingering" myself yet. I've only been dilating as far as penetration goes, and that's not so comfortable. I definitely have sensation down there, but have yet to experiment with it.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:28:35 PM
#12
tremain07 posted...
Name 3 of your favorite sex positions, pokemon and do you have sonic mania plus yet?


- Never had sex, so I cannot honestly comment on that.
- That's tough. Probably Eevee, Mew, and..... gah. Deerling? I dunno. I typically like cute types. Mawile, Meloetta, Shaymin...etc. Choosing a top 3 is hard.
- I quit gaming outside of mobile games back in 2012, so no.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:24:12 PM
#9
CrimsonRage posted...
will Deadpool_18 be your first


Well, maybe. We will have to see. ;)
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:23:51 PM
#8
HotLap posted...
Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.


Insurance covers depending on where you live and who you see.
Surgeries can cost upward of 20,000 dollars in the states. Here in Mass, many of our insurance companies cover it 100%.

dib153 posted...
Have been chad blasted yet?


Not yet, no.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:22:37 PM
#6
catboy0_0 posted...
would you marry me if I was the one


"The one" for me is a tough set of shoes to fill. If I was serious about finding someone, I'd first want to be comfortable in my living situation first, then I would want to be with someone who understands me as well as I understand him.

Orthopox12 posted...
Have you had sex yet since the transition


No. I am not entirely sure I am cleared for that yet. I still have a little bleeding from time to time, but I think it is healed for the most part. I probably have another four months before it is "safe" to do.
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TopicBored as Hell. AMA.
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:17:44 PM
#1
Some things about me or things I have done recently to generate this AMA a little.

- My friends and I just started a monthly (or bi-weekly) board game night with virtual and IRL board games last week.
- I've been actively playing a Japanese game called Graffiti Smash, and on and off playing another Japanese game called Dragon Quest Monsters: Super Light. Both Android games.
- I had a sex change surgery back on May 29th. Will be seeking facial feminization surgery and breast surgery as well.
- I start classes again in September. Will be my senior year for International Relations.
- I just had a family reunion Sunday. Chris Daughtry's twin kids, Addy and Noah were there.
- I am actively learning Japanese and plan to take on Chinese if I succeed.
- I am actively job searching, since I quit my job prior to surgery.

I dunno. That's a start. Goooo.
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Topicsome ghost or god sent out a message about Trump
Sayoria
07/17/18 8:03:22 PM
#4
"I have full faith in the intelligence agencies"
*Lights go out*
"Well damn, that must have been the intelligence agencies, since I really don't have faith in them at all to even keep the lights on."
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Topicwhat is the name 'chad' short for
Sayoria
07/17/18 7:18:44 PM
#19
Chadothan
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TopicJapan just shot themselves in the foot.
Sayoria
07/17/18 7:18:13 PM
#25
She laughed. :P
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TopicJapan just shot themselves in the foot.
Sayoria
07/17/18 7:16:33 PM
#23
kingdrake2 posted...
Sayoria posted...
Y'all mean af


time for a punishment game...
6CBF2nMR0K4fsKdoZp


I just shown my mom and she said she "does not appreciate that, at all"

So yeah.
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TopicDo you know anyone IRL who still supports Trump
Sayoria
07/17/18 7:14:10 PM
#2
My father. If he was politically active, he would be a trump drone at those circle jerk rallies.
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TopicJapan just shot themselves in the foot.
Sayoria
07/17/18 7:10:03 PM
#16
Y'all mean af
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Topicwhat is the name 'todd' short for
Sayoria
07/17/18 6:29:38 PM
#16
TopicJapan just shot themselves in the foot.
Sayoria
07/17/18 6:13:56 PM
#1
I don't know how much the rest of you know about Japanese culture (I'm an expert), but honor and shame are huge parts of it. It's not like it is in America where you can become successful by being an asshole. If you screw someone over in Japan, you bring shame to yourself, and the only way to get rid of that shame is repentance.

What this means is the japanese public, after hearing about the EU/Japan trade deal, is not going to want to purchase products from any outside country, nor will they purchase any of Japan's own goods. This is HUGE. You can laugh all you want, but Japan has alienated an entire market with this move.

Shinzo Abe, publicly apologize and cancel this trade deal with the EU or you can kiss your business goodbye.
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TopicThe sky is peeing.
Sayoria
07/17/18 6:04:32 PM
#5
Ray_Dorset posted...
How strong of a storm is it? It's heading my way now


It's more like heavy rain. Like, loud-smacking on the ground. No booms yet. Where are you? I am south of Boston. About 45 minutes.
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TopicThe sky is peeing.
Sayoria
07/17/18 6:01:48 PM
#1
Clear pee, but still peeing.
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TopicMissouri has BANNED 15 y/o's from getting MARRIED..now you have to be SIXTEEN!!
Sayoria
07/17/18 5:54:08 PM
#19
What about 14 year olds? Republicans, there's still a loophole!
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TopicThese mobile games are hectic
Sayoria
07/17/18 11:21:51 AM
#4
E32005 posted...
Sayoria posted...
The one I am playing just added a new level that's been pissing me off the last three hours. Not once have I beat it yet.

Prob have to buy a loot crate


It's a gacha game. There are two resistances per character. They released a new resistance set that only one character in the whole game has. If you don't have this character, this new level is nearly impossible. I don't have her.

I need to buy things, yes, but not a loot crate.
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TopicThese mobile games are hectic
Sayoria
07/17/18 11:15:34 AM
#2
The one I am playing just added a new level that's been pissing me off the last three hours. Not once have I beat it yet.
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TopicCalifornia Democratic Party Snubs Dianne Feinstein backs progressive challenger.
Sayoria
07/17/18 2:17:31 AM
#42
So why is she hated? I don't follow CA's senators.
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TopicWow, Ayumi Hamasaki is going completely deaf.
Sayoria
07/17/18 12:22:20 AM
#6
hardy3786 posted...
^Death Metal to be exact.


Fuck off with that shit
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TopicWow, Ayumi Hamasaki is going completely deaf.
Sayoria
07/17/18 12:20:18 AM
#4
Tsuyoi3 posted...
Well, as you go deaf, you talk louder right?
So clearly she just needs to change over to metal when that happens.


Not her. No thank you.
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TopicAny foreign country's music that you're into?
Sayoria
07/17/18 12:08:01 AM
#27
hollow_shrine posted...
Shinichi Osawa/Mondo Grosso has been on my radar since 2006, and while he's technically a Japanese DJ/electronic artist, he's been internationally active and showing up on various ambient, chill, and future jazz compilations worldwide since like 2003.

Ryuichi Sakamoto has been active composing Western movie soundtracks, composing classical music, and pioneering electronic music in Japan since the seventies. He's got a role as an actor in the movie "Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence," where he plays opposite David Bowie. He also composed it's theme "Forbidden Colors," if not the whole soundtrack. He's kind of a institutional pillar.


Omfg, I love Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (The song)

....It's so sad sounding and soothing at the same time.
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TopicWow, Ayumi Hamasaki is going completely deaf.
Sayoria
07/17/18 12:05:11 AM
#1
Japanese pop star Ayumi Hamasaki is going completely deaf, she said on her blog Team Ayu on Saturday (May 20).

Hamasaki, who is the best-selling Japanese solo artist of all time, has been deaf in her left ear since 2008.

But her right ear has now begun to weaken, the 38-year-old said. She was nauseous and had vertigo just before this year's concert tour.

"I was told after various hearing tests that my right ear (which has been working overtime to compensate for the deafness of my left ear) is quickly weakening," she wrote.

"I was experiencing crippling dizziness. I was unable to walk in a straight line, and was often vomiting in the restroom while at the rehearsal studio."

"I remember wondering how would I as a singer be able to cope with two useless ears. I was in the dark," she said.

Hamasaki's ear condition stemmed from a cold that she caught during her 2000 Act I concert tour.

She caught a cold and a ear infection, but continued touring after a few days in hospital.

Doctors told her to ease her exposure to loud noises, but she did not cancel or postpone any tour dates until much later. She also continued to work at a frenetic pace in the years after.

By 2008, she was deaf in her left ear. The queen of J-pop was thought to have tinnitus, a ringing in the ear that can be caused by constant exposure to sound.

Even now, she vows to continue performing.

"The stage is where I belong. It's the only place I really, truly exist. I don't know anything else," she wrote, according to Japanese entertainment sites.


https://www.straitstimes.com/lifestyle/entertainment/j-pop-star-ayumi-hamasaki-is-going-completely-deaf

I'm saddened by this. She is only 39. A year old but still.
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TopicITT: Every 10th post gets a high five from me!
Sayoria
07/16/18 11:58:11 PM
#13
SSJGrimReaper posted...
LanHikari10 posted...
ProfessorKukui posted...
https://imgur.com/6NdvnAc

Soon.

Sayoria posted...
Unless that is a sex position I don't know about, pass.

Stillhighfivesanyways

Say pls what the heck

LedZeppelin posted...
fuck

Rude.

SSJGrimReaper posted...
Every 20th post gets an ass smack from Lan

I did not agree to this.

how about we smack your ass every 50th post


I can't wait that long. How about every single post?

*Smacks Lan's sexy ass*
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TopicAny foreign country's music that you're into?
Sayoria
07/16/18 11:49:47 PM
#21
I can enjoy anything with a good beat.

French song: Sarah Brightman - Fleurs Du Mal


Swedish Song: Nanne Gronvall - Hall Om Mig


German Song: And One - Krieger


Japanese Song: Ayumi Hamasaki - Marionette


Chinese Song: Jay Chou - Huo Yuan Jia


Korean Song: Koyote - Hollywood


I seriously can like music of any language if it resonates with me well. As you can see here too, I have an all-over-the-place sense of taste. I can like anything not screamo honestly.
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TopicIf Trump came out tomorrow and confessed to collusion with Russia and resigned
Sayoria
07/16/18 11:04:52 PM
#7
President Paul Ryan? Ehh....
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TopicITT: Every 10th post gets a high five from me!
Sayoria
07/16/18 10:41:45 PM
#3
Unless that is a sex position I don't know about, pass.

Stillhighfivesanyways
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TopicWoman who sought Trump/Putin backchannel charged as Russian agent.
Sayoria
07/16/18 10:39:00 PM
#12
Choo choo that maga train choooooooooo
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