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Mernardi posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

<no, i didn't think of anyone really tbh

Ah well, I wish you happiness through your difficult time. You better not ditch me for some other Switchaxe user when MHW comes out

i really don't play online al that much, no trouble there mate. i'm ls 4 life



drunkmuggle posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

being cheated on sucks. I'm not the best perso never but i still did my best, you know? stopped all flirting, even meaningless flirting, and supported him completely. yet nude pics and sexting are a-okay and it hurts. is it really so hard finding someone tht has a fucking heart?

it's tough to deal with and you'll keep thinking about it but just don't fall into a destructive cycle and resort to bad habits like drinking yourself into a stupor

i know the feeling having been cheated on after like a 2 yr relationship where she left me for some other dude

I proabably won't, i'm pretty naturally disinclined with drugs and alcohol. i'm just tired of having people be like "yah communication and honesty I totally do!" then...nope. bs
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V-E-G-Y- posted...

You keep picking da wrong CEman



When da right one was in front of you da whole time(brutal)



Dis sounds fake doe

lol nothing to do with CE, has to do with PEOPLE. irl guys I met were the same fucking way.
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Drpooplol posted...

Why didn't you post in my meat boy topic :(

officialy left CE, don't care right now. I read your op though. I'm excited for it, just want it to live up to the original.

Caution999 posted...

I was referring to what I assumed to be the recent developments...and I was right.

Really sorry to hear that. Everyone deserves to be happy.

good people deserve to be happy. I think i'm good. not hte best but I care, you know? I"m loyal

Romulox28 posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

being cheated on sucks. I'm not the best perso never but i still did my best, you know? stopped all flirting, even meaningless flirting, and supported him completely. yet nude pics and sexting are a-okay and it hurts. is it really so hard finding someone tht has a fucking heart?

damn, that really sucks. i know how you feel, ive been there. worst feeling ever and all you can really do is just ride it out. just dont beat yourself up over it or blame yourself

thank you, i'm not. i just wish I can stop caring
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Caution999 posted...

Wait what?

Wow this is horrible.

huh

Zurkon posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

monster hunter xx on switch <3

You know, I've never played a Monster Hunter game.

it's cool. this one is in jpn but you can play Generations. can be grindy but super satisfying killing shit

nbda3A4eWFR2 posted...

Are you drunk enough to explain why you actually secretly love BrutaI?

Asking for a friend

you're like the only loyal person ever in the whole fucking world

Romulox28 posted...

why are you unhappy

being cheated on sucks. I'm not the best perso never but i still did my best, you know? stopped all flirting, even meaningless flirting, and supported him completely. yet nude pics and sexting are a-okay and it hurts. is it really so hard finding someone tht has a fucking heart?
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Zurkon posted...

What game are you currently playing?

monster hunter xx on switch <3
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eggcorn posted...

damn you sound like a bitter old woman. Log off and get back to your chardonnay and virginia slims lmao

bitter yes. don't smoke, drinking atm.

RedWhiteBlue posted...

You might want to sober up, you certainly don't seem happy. And your boredom doesn't seem healthy.

drinking because I'm not happy. first tim ive done that. And while I"m unhappy, why not come back here? To the place full of people the world is truly like. and it's been habit since like 09
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V-E-G-Y- posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

sable of course! Drunk and pissed enough to not give a fuck

She sleep with your man or what

not physically. i think. wouldn't put it pst them

Mernardi posted...

Did you think of me in your absence? Also, you better not ditch me when MHW comes out

no, i didn't think of anyone really tbh
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Caution999 posted...

I knew you couldn't resist the siren call of this horrible place :-/

just lonely. talking to some peple on my phone but othrwise nothing. Sad, I know. Did it to myself

V-E-G-Y- posted...

Which stupid whore you talking aboit?

sable of course! Drunk and pissed enough to not give a fuck
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borede. And drinking alone. I'll leave once I have company and am sobr again but until hen ama, even if you're that stupid whore. Really haven't missed CE though, except video game news. a lot of mh world stuff
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Fantastein posted...

I'm not really a regular poster here by any means, much more of a lurker, but from that lurking I've always seen you as one of the better posters here, and usually find your game recommendations to be good.
Shame you're leaving, but definitely do what's best for you. Good luck.

I think most of the top notch people are probably lurkers lol. Thank you. :)
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DezCaughtIt posted...

Affect*

*glances over at the OP*
*whispers* dammit

Vertania posted...

Good.

And I don't mean that in a dickish way either. I took a three month break from here a couple years ago and noticed an improvement in my general happiness. I've tried suggesting a break from CE to a few people when they mention feeling depressed.

There are a lot of positive things I've gained from CE over the years, like learning to research things before taking them at face value, debate techniques, and writing practice, but overall it's probably been detrimental. Like, with my music, the cynicism I've gained from this place makes me want to refine it so it's not seen as shit by everyone, but then I'm never satisfied because I still think it's shit.

I'll probably leave for a while too. Just got a new job this week and don't feel like wasting the little bit of free time I'll have on here.

I'm glad I'm not alone, and glad you're doing better. Good luck with your new job, it's an exciting time!

CrimsonRage posted...

Why is it always the posters that shouldn't leave that do and the posters that should leave never do? :(

Oh believe me, I should leave, haha. I think I'll do a lot better. I need to reprioritize a lot of things and have a better outlook.
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Sayoria posted...

Add me on Skype if you have Skype Lea.

PM me your Skype thingymajig.
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Conflict posted...

Do you have an XB1?

I don't, no. PS4, Switch, Steam, 3DS, Vita.

DezCaughtIt posted...

Hey best of luck to you Leana. I know 100% what you mean and that's part of the reason I left too. Unfortunately I ended up coming back, but I wish you the best and hope you can get out of this cesspool

Thanks, Dez. Do what's best for you as well, whatever it is. :)

prince_leo posted...

also chiming in to say that you are one of the only reasons I know about certain game releases
now I have to do my own work

Haha, sorry! I get most of my news from Siliconera and Gematsu.
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gamepimp12 posted...

I understand that completely CE's so toxic it's kinda hard for that not to rub off on you.

I guess only reason it hasn't completely gotten to me is cause I'm thicker skinned.


But who am I randomly gonna hit on and be the first black man to tap

I'm sorry to disappoint, gamepimp. We had a good run. There will be other nerdy, uggo white girls. <3

UrethaFranklin posted...

Got triggered really hard by that celebrity topic huh?

It's a drop in the bucket example of what I meant when I said people who are apathetic, yeah. And the celebrity nude leak one.
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JMP09 posted...

See you on steam

:D Indeed!

Zurkon posted...

Dang, we didn't even get to know each other. :(

You got off lucky, believe me.

WaterLink posted...

:( I'll miss reading your opinions and news on games, you got good taste. But do what's best for you

Thanks, man. I will miss talking about games on here.

Window_Starer posted...

I keep hearing stories how CE turns you into a bitter, soulless shell. Arean't you people taking most topics too serious and personal?

But do whatever makes you happy TC.

You're not wrong, yeah. Just the kind of person I am, I guess.

Sayoria posted...

Take care Leana. It was fun. :(

You too, Say. Give 'em hell.
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frozenshock posted...

Pretty much

I've been on CE since 2000 when I was 16 (different account)

To me it's always been the same old CE, with some periods of ups and downs, but deep down it's the same. It's hard to get away.

It's been the same for me, too, but I suppose that's been the problem lol.

Mernardi posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

Mernardi posted...

You better play MHW with me when it comes out or I'll be mad.

Oh muh gaw, Mernardi, fine. Just be sure to go to the MHW board when it's out, I frequent those boards.

I'll be sure to visit the PS4 board!

Good man.

SomeLikeItHoth posted...

That's too bad. You occasionally make some pretty informative video game related topics.

From what I've heard about you second-hand, you've done some pretty shitty things to other individuals. We've butted heads a lot ourselves in the past and been amicable in other times. I don't know who you are, truly, but I will say I wish you well.
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Anteaterking posted...

I tried to close my account once and SBAllen told me that "Those of the karma are doomed to wander CE forever".

LOL!

I've always seen it as a dramatic action to close my account. I can see myself making a catch-up topic next year or something. I'm comfortable in this place, I like a lot of you guys, it's like a weird family. A fucked up, unhealthy family, but still. No harm in a brief family reunion before skedaddling.
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Doe posted...

Game boards are way more toxic because it's a bunch of either UAUs or weird neckbeards that are extremely easy to troll. My first topic on the Souls boards was 300 posts

My experience with them has been pleasant overall. The troll topics are easy to spot and I stick to talking about gameplay or story. It's what I like best lol.
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PiOverlord posted...

Sayonara sister. Take BrutaI with ya'.

Is he even here anymore? I don't know. He hasn't talked to me in like a week, I asked what's up yesterday and got brushed off with this half-ass answer. :/

Mernardi posted...

You better play MHW with me when it comes out or I'll be mad.

Oh muh gaw, Mernardi, fine. Just be sure to go to the MHW board when it's out, I frequent those boards.
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frozenshock posted...

You know, CE is often a trollfest, but deep down there's some really good people here and there were time CEmen really came through for some people going through tough times

There really are, I won't deny that. And I'll miss a good chunk of people I consistently talk to on here, like Alucard and Apollo.

NeonOctopus posted...

I still like CE even tho it's not as good as it used to be. You just can't take it seriously and avoid political shitposting. Just post in fun and dumb shit lol

I do take it seriously. I barked at other people not to take it seriously, only to find myself incapable of doing the same. I just need...an overhaul of my life, you know?
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I'll stick around on some game boards every so often, since video games are why I started here and video games will be why I'm lingering. Aim is to find and shuffle over to a better community, however.

For those who've kept up with my posts over the years for whatever reason and may be curious, no I'm not depressed or suicidal, and yes things are still going great on the boyfriend front. This isn't a reaction to anything, it's something I've been thinking of the past few days and thinking about me as a person.

So many times over the years, I've told people with "thin skin" that they need to leave Internet sites like this one, as it isn't a place for them. It isn't, and that applies to myself. Since I was 18 I've hated my emotions, hated giving a shit about people so easily, and for a few years tried to act the part I wanted to feel. At the same time I had a retail job, and as the years wore on with that and got more and more crappy, I felt myself change in the core. I was more hateful, more angry, more pessimistic, more depressed, and that us as a species is inherently terrible with no way of changing.

A few months ago I quit that retail job and there's been an improvement in my attitude, but I've recently realized that Current Events has the same effect on me that my old job did. Majority of what I see here is bottom of the barrel, close-minded, and very apathetic towards other people. A lot of it trolling, a lot of it real, but regardless of what kind it is, it seeps into my skin all the same and I've let it get to me.

So, here is me officially accepting my stupidly dramatic emotions and bleeding heart and making a conscious decision to stop trying to "turn it off," either through callous actions or through suicidal fantasies/planning. I need to learn to cope with myself in other ways, and one of those ways is to stop frequenting places such as this one.

To those of you I've offended or hurt, I apologize. Most of the things I've said on here I've meant, but I've likely said them in a manner in which I can vastly improve on.

My parting advice to you all is: Play the Legend of Heroes franchise on Steam/Sony consoles.
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He's a lot better in Wat--

HashtagTartarus posted...

The girl is way better.

Opinion is just void completely.
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Languages.
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Jesus christ you people are so fucking stupid, it's like your brains aren't even capable of seeing the big picture and the impact it has.
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LittleRoyal posted...

Yeah they turn out fine especially to public eye that doesn't make it good or flattering. It's still going to be hard

Do you see everything negative? I'm getting a lot of pessimistic vibes from you, sorry if saying this offends you.

God forbid being negative about someone's very private photos being stolen and tossed out to the entire, cesspit of the Internet.
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*^5 for the Project Diva love*
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Duncanwii posted...

Look, I love boobs, I find them wildly sexy. But 13 year olds are just too young to be found sexually attractive. I know the human mind can't help what it does find attractive but finding a girl who probably hasn't even had her first period yet sexy is just wrong and creepy.

Please re-read what we both said and please learn some basics about puberty.
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ITT: Making lots of money means that person is now less than a person.
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Dyinglegacy posted...

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Leanaunfurled posted...

Looking at breasts=/=staring at breasts. They're breasts. They're there. They're going to be seen unless the girl is wearing something baffy af.

So you're saying it's ok for a 27 year old (me) to be looking at a 13 year old girls boobs? Id get locked up.

lol. What I think they are saying is some girls are extremely developed for their age. Blame it on genetics, steroids in food, the devil for giving a young girl the power of seduction... whatever you wanna blame it on. The point is, it happens.

If their breasts are mostly developed, you're gonna notice them, like it or not.

Is it okay stare at them? No. Is okay to notice that they exist? It's not only okay, but it's inevitable.

Ding. Ding. Ding.
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They aren't. Sounds like a parasitic problem.
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twitterfriends posted...

I still play PokemonGo

I would if they didn't fuck over bike riders. I don't live in a city, it isn't convenient.
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Looking at breasts=/=staring at breasts. They're breasts. They're there. They're going to be seen unless the girl is wearing something baffy af.
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knuxnole posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

Abortion.

you're welcome. <3

She wants her baby. Her plan is to make the younger sibling in either junior or senior. I said junior so it won't ruin the fun of senior year.

True. Plus if she waited for senior year, she could be showing by prom time. Don't want that, ugh.
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Abortion.

you're welcome. <3
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Community. Outside. Socialization. Fun. Exercise.

Not seeing the downside, other than the game's shitty developer.
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They're referring to the atmosphere/mood between people, and it's not a girl thing.
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KStateKing17 posted...

I don't remember much so I won't vote this one.

I'll remind you:

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Despacito.
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Voted an 8. Loved it, Tamers is my personal favorite season.

I nominate:
Rainbow
Monster
Re:Zero
Neon Genesis Evangelion
Sword Art Online
Psycho-Pass
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lol It isn't even about being fit or not, it's about being underweight, unhealthy in mind and body, and developing eating disorders. It's not exclusive to the movie industry and influences our culture and young girls. Again, it's been that way for decades so I don't know why you guys are clueless about this or the fact the pressure women get is completely different from what men get.
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I4NRulez posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

I4NRulez posted...

Seems like a dude who loves his wife.

Seems like these "you go girl/boy" are the new slow news day puff pieces

It's because fat positivity is a "thing" now.

Well, I don't see the problem with boosting someones self esteem.

There's nothing wrong with good self-esteem and confidence. There's plenty wrong with saying it's a-okay to be fat and that it isn't unhealthy.
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I4NRulez posted...

Seems like a dude who loves his wife.

Seems like these "you go girl/boy" are the new slow news day puff pieces

It's because fat positivity is a "thing" now.
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Blue_Inigo posted...

She was only hot in Scott Pilgrim

She wasn't in Scott Pilgrim. v_v
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People on both sides are annoying.
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The entire industry is fucked up, yeah. It has been for a long, long, long time.
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DK9292 posted...

Leanaunfurled posted...

Still a thing, still better than Pokemon. <3

But nowhere near as amazing as when it first started.

I still remember playing Digimon World for the PS1. Fuckin' loved that game.

Eeeh could be argued. Cyber Sleuth and Next Order are good, and Digimon Adventure Tri. is just awesome. Waiting for it to be wrapped up in Sept.
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Still a thing, still better than Pokemon. <3
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Boombam99 posted...

Man, she really liked taking nude pictures of herself.

These are personal pictures. For her boyfriend/lover.
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Check her subreddit.
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GODTIER posted...

Pics of friend

It's a guy. His wife is a pretty latina, though.
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