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TopicWhat do they call Swedish Fish in Sweden?
FF_Redux
07/27/21 5:39:27 PM
#2
TopicA pic
FF_Redux
07/27/21 5:37:18 PM
#8
TopicA pic
FF_Redux
07/27/21 5:33:45 PM
#5
TopicA pic
FF_Redux
07/27/21 5:25:35 PM
#1
TopicI just thought of a dying old man with dementia I took care of.
FF_Redux
07/27/21 5:02:28 PM
#1
He was dying on his own bed at his own home, not a care facilty, (I had called the nurses they were on their way), he had cancer so it was the end.

It was like 9:30pm and my shift ends at 10pm, it was winter and dark.

I noticed he seemed anxios, so I held his hand and started to quitely sing the FFIX start screen music (The Place Ill Return to Someday) https://youtu.be/vW3QK6CTg2g

But a slower tempo, after awhile he is body and breathing relaxed.

The nurses came and made the judgement call to have the night staff visit him with few hours in between, he died alone between one of their visits.


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TopicPeople with mental issues, what was therapy like?
FF_Redux
07/27/21 3:33:52 PM
#6
Cost me nothing. I was lucky to get an appointment the same day I called.

i was i therapy for almost 2 years, at first weeky then biweekly.

My health care region had recenly made the primary care free and increasing hospital costs so I didnt have to pay the $20 per visit (up to $150 a year, anything past that a year is free, with drugs its $200 a year, some drugs dont go under this, but all essential ones does, and all life neccesary ones like insulin is always free).

It was the hardest and best thing Ive ever done. Call for help.

Therapy was odd and even more anxiety inducing at first, but I had a great therapist, it changed me forever for the better. I still struggle but now I know how to so it in a healthier way, but I still have a lot stuff to work on.

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TopicSo I gender swapped myself on faceapp and cot dayum I'm a thotty
FF_Redux
07/27/21 2:23:05 PM
#90
CanuckCowboy posted...
Man take a bath in spray on tanner and you could almost be Snookie.

I dont remember her much but like this?



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TopicIndica vs Sativa
FF_Redux
07/27/21 10:53:48 AM
#10
TopicSo I gender swapped myself on faceapp and cot dayum I'm a thotty
FF_Redux
07/27/21 8:18:04 AM
#74
TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/27/21 6:53:14 AM
#14
TopicSo I gender swapped myself on faceapp and cot dayum I'm a thotty
FF_Redux
07/27/21 3:55:29 AM
#61
TopicSo I gender swapped myself on faceapp and cot dayum I'm a thotty
FF_Redux
07/27/21 2:40:53 AM
#43
TopicSo I gender swapped myself on faceapp and cot dayum I'm a thotty
FF_Redux
07/27/21 2:35:25 AM
#41
TopicI feel I need a big change again
FF_Redux
07/26/21 9:12:03 PM
#9
RedJackson posted...
What would you wanna do if you could do anything?

i dunno. Like move to a diffent country, like Spain or something with my BF, he is retiring soon and Id change my job from health care into the food and cooking business and run a nice food place. One example.

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TopicWe need to see ____ in What If? (Loki Spoilers)
FF_Redux
07/26/21 9:08:21 PM
#4
TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/26/21 9:05:46 PM
#12
TopicWe need to see ____ in What If? (Loki Spoilers)
FF_Redux
07/26/21 8:57:06 PM
#3
ClunkerSlim posted...
Team up - Alligator Loki and the Spider-Man pig.

Oh damn

Also I still havent seen Spiderverse

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TopicSince 2013, how many messages have you posted on the boards?
FF_Redux
07/26/21 8:56:14 PM
#14
Visited the Message Boards 3110 days
Posted a message on the boards 102371
Posted a topic on the boards 14308

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TopicWe need to see ____ in What If? (Loki Spoilers)
FF_Redux
07/26/21 8:54:34 PM
#1
TopicThe Steam deck sounds kinda nice...
FF_Redux
07/26/21 7:21:30 PM
#2
It looks uncomfortable but Id love to have it, I play Switch undocked all the time and Id have lot of use with Deck

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TopicDo you like the new Lil Nas X video?
FF_Redux
07/26/21 6:42:52 PM
#3
TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/26/21 4:24:03 PM
#11
TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/26/21 3:59:05 PM
#10
TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/26/21 3:23:51 PM
#8
Eat More Beef posted...
TC. Not bad. My only criticism about your voice is two things.
1) make sure you smile, or try to smile while singing, as it will keep the notes from wavering around, and stay on key easier.
2) when you take a breathe, breath like you're yawning. This lifts the back palate of your mouth up and helps the notes stay on key as well.
This isn't too say you were off key a whole lot, it's just tips I was taught when I went to a vocal coach many years ago.

Anyway, here's my contribution. I covered "Brick In Yo Face" by Stitches.
Enjoy.

https://youtu.be/ZM-5ZBD2KCY

Cool thanks I'll take any tips. Tho I'm sitting at a bad angle looking at my phone on my lap while I recorded.

Haha nice, lol I wouldn't look that cool playing xD

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TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/26/21 3:05:24 PM
#3
Xethuminra posted...
Hey! Cool stuff ^.^ Im kinda finicky about what links I click

toss it on YouTube & Ill give it a whirl :)

Its just vocaroo

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TopicTime for a music, singing, playing instrument topic!
FF_Redux
07/26/21 2:48:39 PM
#1
https://voca.ro/1c01pMnAgUmS

Feeling good atm, also still a beginner, I fumbled my words etc. My 12 string is without 2 strings but still works.

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TopicThe Tomb Raider reboot series is amazing.
FF_Redux
07/26/21 2:22:20 PM
#7
stopped playing the first when in a cutscene she has to shoot someone she pretty much breaks down crying then the next second you are Ramboing around killing buncha ppl

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TopicSo I watched Wandavision, FatWS and Loki Back (MCU and show spoilers)
FF_Redux
07/26/21 2:05:26 PM
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BLAKUboy posted...
He didnt look into timelines, he just looked ahead to see what each potential future would bring. Its more like how Loki watched his intended future on that 3D printing TV thing, just with magic.
And its not like branches dont happen, so he can definitely watch how theyd play out without the TVAs intervention. Time Stone doesnt care about any of that.

I guess that makes sense thanks

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TopicSo I watched Wandavision, FatWS and Loki Back (MCU and show spoilers)
FF_Redux
07/26/21 1:52:25 PM
#1
Wandavision was great but the SWORD villain dude was so one dimensional.

FatWS had great action but the whole Flagsmasher stuff was shit.

Loki was pretty awesome. Aligator Loki lmao. Tho it makes me wonder about the whole part in Avengers when Dr Strange looked into every timeline, because at that point there was only the Sacred timeline.

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TopicCE Mental Health topic
FF_Redux
07/25/21 8:32:32 PM
#53
Ruvan22 posted...
I'm sorry to hear that - the dull background anxiety/ depression/ etc is especially frustrating since we often feel "it's not bad enough to actually stop us".

What kind of breathing exercises/ mindfulness/ meditation/ guided imagery/etc have you tried?

I mainly now use my breathing as an anchor when I notice anxiety affecting me or during negative thoughts. Sometimes I use mindfullness to get into the present, focus on my breathing while exploring what my other senses are feeling now.

Recently used body scanning which I havent done for awhile.

When I find myself stuck on a negative thought I visualise it in a bubble in front of me, I step back and observe it objetivly, how is it affecting me etc, accept the thought for just being a thought and let it go. This ive had to do much less. At the beginning I did it a lot.


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TopicWho Is The Better Pennywise, Tim Curry Or Bill Skarsgard?
FF_Redux
07/25/21 8:24:10 PM
#3
TopicMy ass was just like Vegy
FF_Redux
07/25/21 8:18:39 PM
#1
TopicMetroid Dread spoilers
FF_Redux
07/25/21 8:16:06 PM
#10
TopicIs it OK to talk about marijuana or not?
FF_Redux
07/25/21 6:53:52 PM
#18
Topici got baked today for the first time in like a year
FF_Redux
07/25/21 5:15:36 PM
#23
Dang took a double dose after my weekend work (its 11:15pm here now), I worked Friday 1pm-10pm, Sat and Sun 7am-10pm.

Im at high tolerance atm but this hits pretty hard xD

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Topici have officially found the best tweet
FF_Redux
07/25/21 5:13:19 PM
#2
TopicSwitch owners of CE, how do you play your Switch games?
FF_Redux
07/25/21 4:14:24 PM
#3
I hate the pro. It feels so off in my hands. Joycons are great dispite my right stick is drifting which makes some games harder

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TopicWhat's the most views you guys have gotten on a youtube/media video
FF_Redux
07/25/21 8:53:00 AM
#31
TopicI feel I need a big change again
FF_Redux
07/25/21 8:36:11 AM
#6
Smackems posted...
Move into the nude beach and work there somehow and never wear clothes again

I wish, I mean there are nudist towns or areas like in France, Cap DAdge. Id love to visit at least.

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TopicCE Mental Health topic
FF_Redux
07/24/21 12:04:41 PM
#50
Diagnosed with GAD and social anxiety (also depression but Im past that) in 2017. Shouldve gotten help MANY years ago but yeh.
With help and meds I got better and the tools to handle my anxiety. Been meds free since like late fall last year.

My GAD is acting up atm and I feel worry and anxiety in my body, its like a dull anxiety hard to explain. I use my tools but its hard sometimes, feeling it just sucks ass.


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TopicWould you breed vegy
FF_Redux
07/24/21 3:05:07 AM
#13
Topici got baked today for the first time in like a year
FF_Redux
07/24/21 2:50:54 AM
#12
Been on a daily use since start of June. But will have a break again after its gone (in less than a week).

Gotten in a pattern like that now which is pretty nice actually. Month or two, then few months break and again.

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TopicI feel I need a big change again
FF_Redux
07/24/21 2:45:45 AM
#4
GMAK2442 posted...
Changing career slow down and lower in the social rank. I would not do that. I always want to rise.

Well thats not really applying to me.

LNSS posted...
get involved in local politics

Not for me, besides dont want ppl to recognize a local politician at stuff like nude beaches and stuff.

Also Im feeling bit lost on how my future will go.

I have dreams but they feel unatainable.

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TopicIt always amazes me when I see a Marvel movie in the theater how many people...
FF_Redux
07/23/21 7:15:50 PM
#3
One time we were like 10 ppl in the theather they asked us if we wanted them to fast forward to the post credit scenes.

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TopicHeartless are only hearts, and Nobodies are only bodies
FF_Redux
07/23/21 7:07:26 PM
#6
I love that heqrts can live inside hearts and you can be inside a dream and inside that dream find someone who dreams and ger inside that dream, remember when digital Sora was inside a digital riku?

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TopicHey sluts
FF_Redux
07/23/21 6:53:53 PM
#6
TopicATTN people who like hot dogs and sausages.
FF_Redux
07/23/21 6:50:38 PM
#6
I mean this is a Swedish classic. On a Swedish flat bread



Mash potatoes, shrimp salad (the pink stuff). Then you roll it up. Tunnbrdsrulle

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TopicI feel I need a big change again
FF_Redux
07/23/21 5:10:00 PM
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