Lurker > DarthAragorn

the world is shitting on me

was supposed to see a movie today, theater closed due to weather
was going to get a girl's number at work tomorrow, also closed due to weather

I'm not meant to find happiness
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A thousand eyes, and one.

But it's a gift for her, not for me

Idk dude I should just not think about it until I ask her for ideas next week

Also should just try to remember it's not that big of a deal, she's never gonna like me so it doesn't really matter what I get her anyway
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Hmm. Maybe. But honestly I can't remember ever smelling anything from her when I've seen her.
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I'm not sure she wears any but maybe

I'm also not really sure which ones are good either
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Help what do I get a girl I like for Christmas

I know I could just ask her and I will but I'd rather obsess over it for no reason right now
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A thousand eyes, and one.

yes please kill me
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I'm such a fool and I hate it. Are the holidays over yet
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A thousand eyes, and one.

treat yo self
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I wasn't super excited about him being in but I'm pretty happy with it now
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Life sucks so hard
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A thousand eyes, and one.

God I missed my meds for a day and now I'm all depressed and lonely

And working with that girl I liked (well seeing her at work anyway) sucks ass
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A thousand eyes, and one.

in RDR1 you could fast travel basically anywhere by setting a waypoint, it was dope

this one I'm spending so much time just mindlessly tapping A to move my horse's ass
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A thousand eyes, and one.

blood starved beast was hard as FUCK

but then later i replayed and beat it second try so idk
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I'm kinda sorta starting to get over this girl finally. Hopefully.

Also binging a shitload of TV and having games to play helps a lot
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I drink all the water and still have headaches constantly
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i know that feel

i have it right now and i hate it
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A thousand eyes, and one.

That's the fucking worst, I hope I never feel it again
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I'm so lonely, shit

At least I'm enjoying Iron Fist to pass some time
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fuck friends, who needs them

i wish i had friends irl
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Heck the US
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yeah what the fuck was that lmao, if bortles wasn't complete ass we probably lose that game by 20

I can't get any matches on Tinder or Bumble, jfc this is not good for my confidence
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A thousand eyes, and one.

fuck the patriots

god, i wish we had a defense
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Wubert!

Chiefs look so bad today jfc
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Fuck work I wanna go home and play AssCreed
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I'm so glad I don't have a cute lady to worry about right now

I'm still worrying about the one a little but I know it's never going to go anywhere
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mcpwnia posted...

I think youre doing great

I'm not but at least I'm kind of trying to improve myself a little

I'm having a shitload of fun with AssCreed Odyssey at least, that's getting me through life right now
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I felt nothing seeing this girl today which is great

But I think it's more because of my depression flaring up again than me actually being over her
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I hate that I'm still thinking about her several times a day

I'm gonna have to ask her out again later just to get a definitive answer at some point
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Man it would be great if this girl would just not wave at me every day at work
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Been going to the gym and eating better (mainly just less overall + eliminating soda and most sugars) for 2 weeks. Haven't lost any weight. But my legs are starting to hurt worse each day so I'm real glad I'm doing this.

I'm just gonna be fat forever, no wonder women don't like me
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I wish I was in school this semester so I could at least talk to other girls

fuck
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A thousand eyes, and one.

i still see her at work and she still waves at me, god why can't she just ignore me for a while
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Fuck I'm sad
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I asked the girl if she wanted to see a movie and she said she had to work, didn't offer another weekend to do it

Whatevs time to lose weight and find a better girl
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Woke up at 3am and I'm now wide awake and I'm thinking about the girl and how it's probably a bad idea to do anything at this point considering she's now legally my cousin as of tomorrow

Shit this is bad, how do I just stop liking her
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What a coincidence, I'm pooping right now
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Holy fuck it was too strong

For future reference I talked to her a little bit but not too much because she had friends there from college who I kinda talked to but not really, that's by far the drunkest she's ever seen me which probably ruined my chances but we'll see
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I hope the booze is strong because I'm gonna need it
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I don't want to go
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A thousand eyes, and one.

just pre-ordered asscreed odyssey so i have something to do next week, woo. don't think i ever played the second dlc for origins though

can't wait for tomorrow night to be over already
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A thousand eyes, and one.

Well ok that works
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well I wasn't gonna use those words

what the fuck else should i say though
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I don't know a way to say that without sounding like a loser though

This whole thing sucks and maybe I'll just never bring it up to her again
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Probably more than me at least.

I could just tell her it's okay if she doesn't want to go but I'd like to know if she does

I don't fuckin know
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Do I talk to her about it this weekend like asking if we're still on for lunch sometime or just never bring it up and wait for her to
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Fuck I'm gonna have to suffer through this for another week
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teepan95 posted...

mcpwnia posted...

don't be sorry. never be sorry for asking your boys for help

Also, the looking over and waving is A GOOD SIGN

so relax :)

Then why haven't I heard from her since I asked her out, wtf
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I feel really stupid stressing about this so much too and I'm sorry
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She's still looking over to me and waving on her way out of work every day

God I'm so confused, I wish she had started acting differently just so I would know if she didn't want anything to do with me
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I guess absolute worst case scenario I can just ask her in person over the weekend if we're still on for next week

@Shah138 posted...

Wow I cant believe I wasnt invited to this :(

sry :(
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A thousand eyes, and one.