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TopicMan shares pictures showing Monkeypox progression
BalanceLost
08/14/22 5:08:09 AM
#5
Yeah I saw those before :(

And the danger of the media primarily painting it as an MSM-disease (men who have sex with men) is that it doesnt just spread through sex. It can spread by kissing, sharing a drink, sharing a bed with your friend. Right now it is primarily a disease affecting MSM but so was HIV. And thus HIV was allowed to become a global health crisis. Around 500 babies a day get HIV since their mother is infected and doesnt have access to anti-viral meds. And that is considered a low number since it used to be much higher.

Monkeypox isnt as bad as HIV but more must be done. So people know what symptoms to take seriously and testing being available to curb spread.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicThe 7 potential host cities for Eurovision 2023.
BalanceLost
08/14/22 4:00:46 AM
#9
FunkyCat posted...
I kinda want it for Birmingham so I can easily see it, but do others deserve to suffer thr Brummie accent?
What is it like?

Bishop_Hastur posted...
Gotcha. Well even though it probably doesn't have an arena since it's being hosted by the UK I'd like to see it in the lovely Welsh village of Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch
That would be lovely

I assume they arent doing London since there are already so many events there.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/14/22 3:56:13 AM
#43
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Im watching it now and it says 18+ and lists self harm, suicide and a couple other reasons at the start of the episodes. But yeah, he probably didnt care or didnt actively register. He must have been quite far down the mental anguish rabbit hole already when he started watching :(

This sounds horrible.
It is absolutely bizarre. Now it is more brown than red at least. Talking about it is a way for me to cope. My friend who came with me when I first came home a couple days ago couldnt use the shower. It was too much for him and I dont blame him one bit.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI have gained 12 pounds since covid hit.
BalanceLost
08/13/22 5:37:45 PM
#7
I first thought you meant that you had gained weight from getting covid

Cuz I had it for the first time a month ago and it thinned me out (in a bad way) lol.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicWhat do they call mileage in km countries?
BalanceLost
08/13/22 5:30:04 PM
#26
I actually looked it up for Swedish and there are two different terms depending on meaning:

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/2/6/3/AANvmLAADj2P.jpg

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/2/6/4/AANvmLAADj2Q.jpg

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/13/22 5:16:50 PM
#41
bladegash posted...


Hope he gets a healthy dose of seratonin. How you holding up now that its been a couple of days?
I hope so too. I hope he has been prescribed medication. At least for an initial period of time.

Im doing okay, thank you for asking It just feels odd and a bit uneasy being in this apartment. It no longer feels like home. My stuff is here but the apartment itself feels haunted. My daily shower is thankfully removing some of the blood from the floor each day. His family did a great job of cleaning but blood can stick. Im moving out next Monday (not the Monday in two days but the one in 9). He is also not gonna live here anymore. Im removing myself from the contract and he is gonna rent it to a friend of his in need of a place to stay.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicWhat do they call mileage in km countries?
BalanceLost
08/13/22 4:38:29 PM
#7
Imit8m3 posted...
Fail.
10km = 6.2mi
P svenska kallar vi 10 km fr en mil.

Varsgod

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/13/22 4:13:38 PM
#39
Ive learned that he binged The Sandman on Netflix just before he slit his wrists.

I dont blame the show per se, but there are elements of self harm and suicide in the same fashion in the show. So his bleak state of mind probably was inspired :/

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm getting started on prep early October.
BalanceLost
08/13/22 2:26:43 PM
#9
<_<

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI just bought a $400 Lego castle
BalanceLost
08/13/22 11:39:01 AM
#37
Awesome^

See you got some very new sets.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI just bought a $400 Lego castle
BalanceLost
08/13/22 6:34:41 AM
#34
rexcrk posted...
I got a bookcase from IKEA that Ive designated as my LEGO shelf so every few months Ill disassemble whats on there and put up new sets. Right now Ive got all my sets from the LEGO Movies, all my Aquazone sets, the Johnny Thunder Adventure sets. Sesame Street, and the T-Rex from that 3-in-1 set.

Probably going to do LotR in October.
Pics pls

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicThe 7 potential host cities for Eurovision 2023.
BalanceLost
08/13/22 4:16:52 AM
#6
Bishop_Hastur posted...
What if the war ends soon? I mean if Ukraine got enough support for infrastructure would they be okayed to host?
Eurovision is a huge event which takes a lot of planning, an arena which fit certain standards, plenty of hotel rooms and so forth. So the decision from the EBU is final Id say.

The_Creep_2020 posted...
LMAO.

Glasgow for Eurovision 2023!
They have this arena which makes me think they will get it:

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/8/2/9/AANvmLAADjvd.jpg

Damn_Underscore posted...
Oi say Livapool to onnna tha Beaoles


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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm getting started on prep early October.
BalanceLost
08/13/22 4:13:23 AM
#8
Bishop_Hastur posted...
I'm not, but I do get monthly liver function tests due to medication. The most annoying thing about it is when the doc forgets to release the test so I've gotta play phone tag to get it approved.
That sounds annoying! How is your test done?

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm getting started on prep early October.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 4:28:05 PM
#6
Anyone here on prep? :)

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 3:09:43 PM
#38
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Yes, thank you. It is good to hear things from someone else. Confirm youre on the right track.

Akagami_Shanks posted...
not to be cold on purpose, but he'll tell you if he wants to. and knowing why he did it ultimately doesn't do anything if he doesn't want you in his life anymore
You raise a very fair point. The issue is that we have a ton of mutual friends and acquaintances, which is how we met. So we will run into each other even after moving apart. And he expect me to lie for him to those people. So I need to try to understand.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm getting started on prep early October.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 1:51:38 PM
#5
Sexypwnstar posted...
You taking the pills or getting the shots in the ass?
The pills.

I have asthma and use my inhaler every morning so will take the pill at the same time.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm getting started on prep early October.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 1:49:30 PM
#3
aurlen posted...
I hope you have some good "new to you" porn reserves built up
Yes lmao and that will be my saving grace. Follow several hot accounts on Twitter which publish new material regularly.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm getting started on prep early October.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 1:22:10 PM
#1
So celibacy until then! Since any sexual contact could potentially expose me to HIV and the importance of being HIV-negative when you go on prep cant be understated.

prep is a highly successful HIV pre-exposure prophylaxis.

The downside is that you need to get kidney and liver stats checked regularly since the med can affect those organs for a few.

Now that Im a single gay man Im taking all pre-cautions I can.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicThe 7 potential host cities for Eurovision 2023.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 1:07:37 PM
#2
Bump

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicThe 7 potential host cities for Eurovision 2023.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 11:37:46 AM
#1
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/1/0/5/AANvmLAADjkJ.jpg

The UK will work with Ukraine to give it some Ukranian flavour by the way.

For those not in the know: Ukraine won this year but has been deemed unable to host because of the war, so the UK was asked next since they came second and have accepted the hosting duties.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicGeorge RR Martin was kept out of the loop about later Game of Thrones seasons.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 11:33:31 AM
#9
Shotgunnova posted...
When asked why the series' author wasn't consulted for later material, Benioff stated "we just forgot about George".
My sides!

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/12/22 4:00:35 AM
#30
He is coming home for two days next week, before his parents take him back to theirs. Were gonna continue dividing up stuff between us and packing ahead of the move.

I just dont know how to talk to him when he arrives. I mean, we will have to acknowledge what he did. Anything else would be beyond wacky.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/11/22 10:32:50 AM
#26
Thank you for the comments and thoughts people

What Ive learned from this is that hes a much better actor than I thought. I didnt see the break up coming and I certainly didnt see his suicide attempt coming.

He must be dealing with some sort of internal crisis he hasnt let anyone know about or see. Because he is the winner in this break up, at least on paper. He broke up with me a little over a month before were set to move to a new city together. His new job pays him twice as much as his old one, for the same tasks and level of responsibility while Im getting a small raise. The apartment we were gonna live in was fixed by his new job so I essentially had homelessness ahead of me, but Ive managed to find a good apartment (from November) and will stay with friends for the two months leading up to that. So he seemed set to have it all.

Maybe guilt set him down a mental health spiral? I dunno. But for him to do this, he clearly was in a position where he wasnt sane. He is such a fun-loving person usually.

It also show that material stuff isnt enough to rely on if you lose your grip mentally. You cant judge someones inner happiness based on how well off they seem with a new posh job and new nice apartment for example.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicMy ex tried to commit suicide in our apartment.
BalanceLost
08/11/22 4:16:24 AM
#1
Ive promised him not to tell anyone, except one of my closest friends who was with me when I got the call, but I need to vent so to CE I go.

He broke up with me four weeks ago. He seemed very sure of his decision. He had fallen out of love.

We live together for about 10 more days and weve been trying to take turns going away to friends. So I was in a different city when he slit his wrists in our shower a couple days ago. Apparently he started having second thoughts and we live close to the hospital so the ambulance made it in time.

Now he is with his parents after getting discharged.

It feels like I dont know him anymore. Why the fuck did he do this to himself, to his family, to his friends and also to me?

There is still dried blood between the floor tiles in our shower. I had to bring a friend with me to be able to go home. Going in there alone was too much.

I dunno. I just had to vent.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI had forgotten how wild Grindr can be!
BalanceLost
08/03/22 11:43:06 AM
#3
AloofHermit posted...
thats gay
100%.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI had forgotten how wild Grindr can be!
BalanceLost
08/02/22 8:40:21 AM
#1
A hot couple want me to climax in one of them so the other guy can use his tongue to Well you get the idea

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm re-watching Attack of the Clones.
BalanceLost
08/01/22 3:42:42 AM
#7
meralonne posted...
Those lines couldve been much better. I blame Hayden Christensen a lot less than whoever wrote that shit.
Hayden and Natalie did as good a job as they could with those lines imo

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
Topic"Having no social media is a red flag" - A lot of women
BalanceLost
08/01/22 2:47:14 AM
#62
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Unfortunately not. Enough straight men do that horrible shit on an annual basis for LGBTQ-people to be extra careful. I dont feel like getting chopped up and found in plastic bags in a river. That is not a made up story.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicShould I prioritize Avatar or Harry Potter Lego?
BalanceLost
07/31/22 3:23:08 PM
#14
Up

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicShould I prioritize Avatar or Harry Potter Lego?
BalanceLost
07/31/22 7:22:57 AM
#13
HP has a CLEAR lead.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicShould I prioritize Avatar or Harry Potter Lego?
BalanceLost
07/31/22 3:42:07 AM
#11
doesntcare posted...
Hogwarts castle was an enjoyable build of mine, so i say the castle.
This one or one of the older versions?

Chicken posted...
Avatar sucks

DespondentDeity posted...
Those Avatar sets look like horse shit
I like them >____>

TheOtherMike posted...
It really is. I'm not remotely a HP fan but I want that set.
You should get it!

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicShould I prioritize Avatar or Harry Potter Lego?
BalanceLost
07/30/22 6:42:26 PM
#6
TheOtherMike posted...
The only set from either theme I give a fuck about is the big Hogwarts castle. I vote you pick a better theme.
Le gasp!

The big Hogwarts set is a beauty though aint it?

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicFit 20-year olds with daddy issues.
BalanceLost
07/30/22 6:41:40 PM
#12
Im starting to think most guys on Grindr dont really read your profile?

Cuz I have clearly written what Im looking for and yet I keep getting tons of what are you looking for? comments <_<


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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
Topic"Having no social media is a red flag" - A lot of women
BalanceLost
07/30/22 6:39:12 PM
#29
If a guy says he doesnt have any social media I assume he is a homophobe planning to murder me if we meet up.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicShould I prioritize Avatar or Harry Potter Lego?
BalanceLost
07/30/22 5:36:57 PM
#4
Relient_K posted...
I mean I don't see the appeal of avatar at all and I love Harry Potter so that's my vote.
I love the nature scenery! And the way you can pose the animals and vehicles on them :3

HP is just magical (lol) tho.

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Maybe the Avatar sets will go on sale then

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm re-watching Attack of the Clones.
BalanceLost
07/30/22 5:01:08 PM
#5
Smiffwilm posted...
You do have to admit it is rough and course...
Okay I laughed

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicShould I prioritize Avatar or Harry Potter Lego?
BalanceLost
07/30/22 5:00:36 PM
#1
In your opinion?


Pics of the first wave of Avatar (4 sets):
https://brickset.com/sets/theme-Avatar

The 6 Hogwarts sets:
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/0/1/8/AANvmLAADgnS.jpg

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm re-watching Attack of the Clones.
BalanceLost
07/30/22 4:50:26 PM
#3
au_gold posted...
I dont like sand.
That scene is actually not as bad as people meme it into being.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm re-watching Attack of the Clones.
BalanceLost
07/30/22 4:47:05 PM
#1
I dunno how many times I have seen each movie in the OT and PT

Anyway, the best part about AOTC is how Hayden Christensen should sit on my face. And how sleek the clone armour is.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicFit 20-year olds with daddy issues.
BalanceLost
07/30/22 6:33:34 AM
#11
@FF_Redux Yeah we had started planning our wedding so that is a bit of a thing to explain But were on good terms

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Thank you cuh

Oooh! Going on a date with any of these paps?

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicNow this is a Lego set CE should support lmao.
BalanceLost
07/28/22 8:41:47 AM
#1
https://ideas.lego.com/projects/a6a24359-d8d3-4276-97a0-3c998deb1206

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicImagine if dis person represented your county
BalanceLost
07/28/22 5:05:16 AM
#24
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Hmm?

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicFit 20-year olds with daddy issues.
BalanceLost
07/27/22 4:46:19 PM
#6
3PiesAndAFork posted...
Wait, were you the guy with the older boyfriend whose kids were not much younger than you?

No sarcasm, never thought you would break up.
No that is @FF_Redux

Were both Swedish gay guys tho.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicFit 20-year olds with daddy issues.
BalanceLost
07/27/22 4:42:07 PM
#4
g0ldie posted...
sorry about your breakup.

from the posts I remember, it seemed like you were together with your partner for a long while.
Thank you. We drifted apart.

Yes, for 4 years. So the pandemic was the second half of our relationship o____o

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicFit 20-year olds with daddy issues.
BalanceLost
07/27/22 5:35:49 AM
#2
Im also wanted by 35-45 year olds who wished to have a husband yesterday at the latest.

Ive gone from planning a wedding to being single so Im not anywhere near that right now.

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicFit 20-year olds with daddy issues.
BalanceLost
07/26/22 3:39:39 PM
#1
That is the type of guy I keep attracting now that Im single. It is hot in a way but the conversations arent exactly mind blowing. I dont know how many more selfies-with-tongue-out snaps I can handle.

#blogfaqs

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
TopicI'm still living on a high from The Chromatica Ball on Thursday.
BalanceLost
07/24/22 2:27:30 PM
#1
This was my third Lady Gaga concert and she just keep being better and better. So much wow.

All songs were incredible but Babylon was extra spectacular live @cuh

Someone has filmed and uploaded to Youtube

https://youtu.be/ue-gQgT9HLk

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"BalanceLost has a steam-powered PS2 because Sweden don't have electric" - dimeanatrix
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