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Topic | I'm 36 years old today |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 12:40:03 PM #8 | Gz! Im 36 in almost 3 weeks --- |
Topic | had a great time at the CE meetup last night |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 12:37:49 PM #7 | |
Topic | had a great time at the CE meetup last night |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 12:36:54 PM #6 | |
Topic | Elon Musk offered millions to direct and star in porn film |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 12:09:02 PM #5 | |
Topic | Anyone tried Blue Mage on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 11:54:27 AM #14 | My 15 day free gametime ends tomrrow, wont be able to play. So now I gotta decide, to sub or not to sub? --- |
Topic | Mini crayfish party |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 11:50:29 AM #3 | furb posted... Crawdads is the term you're looking for https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crayfish_party --- |
Topic | Mini crayfish party |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 11:48:06 AM #1 | dis gun be good (me, bf, his best friend) --- |
Topic | Anyone play Retired Men's Nude Beach Volleyball League yet? |
FF_Redux 08/14/21 3:56:56 AM #6 | King Rial posted... Yo, I didn't know you made videogames, @FF_Redux lmao! --- |
Topic | Just got in mood and improvised this on guitar |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 4:58:44 PM #2 | |
Topic | Just got in mood and improvised this on guitar |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 4:05:33 PM #1 | |
Topic | Cooking General I: Welcome All! |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 2:16:15 PM #26 | PC_Genjin posted... Oh yeah btw anyone interested in being tagged in future incarnations of this general going forward feel free to quote this post. --- |
Topic | Almost done with the first season of Arrow. |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 1:37:19 PM #33 | Ive watched all of Arroverse and still watch. no ragrets --- |
Topic | Anyone tried Blue Mage on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 7:19:56 AM #11 | Kaiganeer posted... Nice! --- |
Topic | Anyone tried Blue Mage on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 7:19:18 AM #10 | KainWind posted... It's okay. I usually just use it for fates or whatever. I don't love having to organize groups to get some spells or do hard content for achievements so I haven't bothered doing all of it. I've soloed everything this far, but later we'll gonna 4 man stuff, and I'll prob need some help for trials and such. [LFAQs-redacted-quote] I was not liking it either at first, but the BLU we have now would not work with the real jobs, it would be way overpowered for end game stuff. --- |
Topic | Anyone tried Blue Mage on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 6:36:34 AM #6 | Irony posted... I'm a permanent DK I main Black Mage, had a Astrologian healer but dropping it cuz they dumbed the card system down totally making the Job boring as fuck. Also had a Monk but not sure how it has been changed. --- |
Topic | Anyone tried Blue Mage on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 6:33:41 AM #4 | mattymad posted... I did in FFXI - it was so good low level. Especially as BLU/NIN with dual wield. Bludgeon learnt from the Cardian enemy was sooo good. BLU in 14 is a limited job, cant do newest expansion content as it will be max lvl for the previous one (like now 80 is max but Blu max is 70). It also cant do main story quests or any instances or raids unless you do undersized party and group manually. But its fun and very powerful, and can be used to farm glamours, pets and other stuff. My look atm --- |
Topic | A tantra festival has covid outbreak in Sweden. |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 6:04:20 AM #5 | DeadBankerDream posted... Classic Vrmland. Pretty much --- |
Topic | A tantra festival has covid outbreak in Sweden. |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 5:29:23 AM #1 | |
Topic | Ayumi Hamasaki really is the queen of J-Pop |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 3:36:25 AM #11 | |
Topic | Almost done with the first season of Arrow. |
FF_Redux 08/13/21 3:35:23 AM #16 | |
Topic | Cooking General I: Welcome All! |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 8:08:21 PM #23 | PC_Genjin posted... Bought some leeks from the store today, havent decided what to do with them yet. Maybe potato leek soup. Add lentils and it'll be amazing --- |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 7:57:48 PM #15 | |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 7:41:11 PM #14 | MorganTJ posted... Hyperion/Primal here, just got to Shadowbringers content, so not quite endgame yet. I may prob not get Shadowbringers, just catch up, level up jobs, do New Game plus etc and prepare for new expansion --- |
Topic | Can ssri increase the hallucigenic in weed? |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 7:07:51 PM #1 | Been without ssri soon a year. And since then I barely get any hallucinations, I loved them tho. I was always aware they werent real. But now only get em like the first time after a break. --- |
Topic | Anyone tried Blue Mage on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 7:05:29 PM #1 | |
Topic | Lord of the Rings series to have tasteful nudity. |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 7:03:10 PM #17 | |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 7:00:11 PM #12 | Lvl 50 Blu now. Can finally stop spamming 1000 Needles! Blu is so damn fun. My nephew (he is 30) and his 2 friends and me are gonna do some 8 man stuff with 4 Blus later --- |
Topic | Cooking General I: Welcome All! |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 3:34:49 PM #20 | DuranOfForcena posted... thanks! they looked way better than they actually came out though, lol. i stretched the dough out way too thin so the bottom was very flimsy. i should have cooked it a bit more but i was wary of cooking the outer crust too much. i should have put some foil on it and cooked it more. also, i tried to be fancy and put the basil flowers on the crust cuz those are edible too, but the crust didn't rise around them at all like i thought they would, and also turns out the stem is not so edible, it's almost impossible to chew. oh well, it was a learning experience, lol. Well its pancake batter mixed with cabbage and green onion (can add whatever more you want). This is how it looks without the toppings I gotta start exploring doughs, I almost never make doughs, I need to learn that stuff. --- |
Topic | The World Before Chili Peppers |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 12:18:52 PM #2 | |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 5:58:13 AM #14 | Imit8m3 posted... And... Its very illegal here in Sweden. Just having it tracable in yout system is a crime (like say you had a blunt in Amsterdam, fail a drug test some week later here, you are a criminal). Tho opinions a changing among people the goverment is stone cold anti drugs and cannabis, punish the users. Same strategy they had for 30 years and we have the highest drug caused deaths in Europe. Anywya, yeah it was part of my recovery, slowing down my brain so it was easier to use my tools. I on a break atm, but I think I may used it wrong this time and its instead helped me ignore my signs. --- |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 4:18:07 AM #10 | Fuck you anxiety. Doesnt help that we have ppl on sick leave at work and they asked me if I could extra but I just cant. And that gives me lots of anxiety too. --- |
Topic | Cooking General I: Welcome All! |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 2:17:14 AM #14 | Cool. This the last new thing I cooked: Okonomiyaki (Japanese pancake) First time, and it was tasty af --- |
Topic | Scar's original name is Garbage? |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 2:15:21 AM #1 | |
Topic | This marks the end of Goats's pot smoking era. |
FF_Redux 08/12/21 12:24:55 AM #20 | I have a routine of doing in for a month or two then having a break, it works, when I have stuff to do I take a break cuz it just makes me lazier and slower mind. First days are the worst. Easier to take a break since its not something you can just buy at a store here tho. --- |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 5:53:10 PM #9 | CRON posted... I know the feeling TC. It's really frustrating. I have terrible anxiety and panic disorder and no medication has ever worked. I've been put on everything from antidepressants to antipsychotics to benzos, and nothing has worked. Man that sucks, I cant really imagine how that is, I know I dont have it as bad as I know it can get and Im lucky with how well things have worked. But the darkness just overpowers logic. --- |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 5:40:56 PM #7 | Its weird. I feel like I should call in sick for a week lr something from work, but I know that will make me feel worse. But work also makes me feel bad cuz I get anxiety over what I do and second guess me all the time. I feel so trapped. --- |
Topic | Cofe Time for in talk English |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 5:05:28 PM #2 | |
Topic | Cofe Time for in talk English |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 3:03:40 PM #1 | |
Topic | How many sexual partners have you had, and how old are you? Asking for a friend. |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 12:00:49 PM #67 | 35 y old Over 60 different men --- |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 11:59:59 AM #10 | |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 11:44:51 AM #6 | JimmyFraska posted... That is quite awhile, I thought you might say weeks. I mean, it would be awesome if you could keep the streak going, but if you're at your wits end there's no shame in going back or doing whatever you have to do. But if there are other steps you can take first I'd do that I could schedule myself to do meditation and stuff like that but I prob need the ssri to chill out my brain to be able to. I get stuck and give up. --- |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 10:50:09 AM #4 | JimmyFraska posted... When you say lately, like how long has that been? Since March maybe, I had a dip then but it was over within a week, but ever since then I feel thibgs slowly been changing, I think I prob havent fully handled things correctly, like instead of actually facing and handling stuff I may have repressed or thought around them. My avoidance behaviour has been increasing. Thing is I didnt notice this happening really. --- |
Topic | Im thinking of going back on antidepressant again but I rather not |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 10:38:12 AM #1 | I used to take a low dose ssri (10mg of Escitalopram) a day. Been soon without it a year. Mostly Ive been fine and really good. Had a couple of dips but could handle it well. But lately Im having trouble, my GAD (general anxiety disorder) and social phobia is affecting me enough to change my behaviour again. My tools from therapy is hard to use. My negative thoughs are affecting me more. I didnt have too much side effects of the ssri (at 15mg it was too much) so I dunno. would be so easy to just let all the shitty thoughts and emotions take over and just suffer, for some stupid reason. Im tired of every day handling everything that gives me anxiety, and now when its not working its even more tiresome. Just had to rant somewhat. Ugh, I hate my brain. --- |
Topic | If you make a character in an online gamw with different skin color that you, is |
FF_Redux 08/11/21 3:25:24 AM #3 | |
Topic | If you make a character in an online gamw with different skin color that you, is |
FF_Redux 08/10/21 9:24:48 PM #1 | that wrong? Like if younare white but make a black character etc? --- |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/10/21 7:51:35 PM #9 | Hexenherz posted... brynhildr here but haven't been on in a while. Last I played was during Stormblood. Logged in for the free 15 days. All Im saying is Im really enjoying BLU. --- |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/10/21 6:47:52 PM #7 | Man feels satisfying to be able to kill lvl 50 mobs at 30 --- |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/10/21 4:44:26 PM #6 | |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/09/21 7:17:23 PM #5 | sauceje posted... You can enter a duty to remove the Brush with Death debuff (in case you didn't know) oh cool. This will be my new way to teleport to homepoint xD --- |
Topic | Anyone here on Cerberus server on FF14? |
FF_Redux 08/09/21 6:25:56 PM #3 | sauceje posted... have fun with BLU, it's underrated imo Im Swiftcasting Self Destruct in towns cuz its fun >_> Only lvl 25 atm but its fun this far, soloed the first dungeon --- |
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