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SSJPurple posted...

Heh, thanks.

Pepys Monster posted...

It's not too late to turn your life around. In 2017, I had no GF, no car, and was renting a tiny room. In 2021, I have a GF, a paid off car, and I own a 2 bedroom condo.

Well, you're stronger than I am.

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• Lifelong physical and mental abuse. Which left me feeling worthless.
• My life kind of sucks. Besides work, it's just chores and escapism with movies/games.
• Complete failure at life, socially, career wise, and romantically.
• Fairly disliked here, which is the only place I "socialize".
• Realized a few years ago that my life is pretty much wasted.

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wolfy42 posted...

Yeah I'm not high enough to try the event stuff, hopefully I'll get there today though. Klee looks good though, should give me another fire char which will help all around!!

Yeah, she's fun. I don't know if it has a rank requirement on it like the island stuff, but you can do a trial run with Klee. In the options wheel thingy, the far left option lists the active events. You can try a fight with her and earn 20 primogems.

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My internet sucks, so the update took all night. But I got Klee immediately, so guess I'm set till the next banner. There's no way I'd be lucky enough to max out her constellation, so I'll just save my gems.

Also, not really a fan of the new event island stuff yet. Maybe the other minigames will make it more interesting. Though, I didn't really have much time to explore or blow stuff up before I had to leave for work.

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Yes, for almost the entirety of it.

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archedsoul posted...

I think the return is far more devasting than the blip itself, especially after 5 years.

I mean, a few months? Sure, things return to normal in a year or two. 5 years is absolutely insane. Whatever stabilization they reached because of the blip and half as many people around, would immediately be flipped upside down with the appearance for 4 billion fucking people.

That chaos is what created the Flag Smasher group in Falcon and the Winter Soldier.

Also, WandaVision touched on it too.

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It's all subjective. Anyone who can take a vacation at all seems lucky to me. To them it's just the norm.

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Barbara is also good. I was reading up recently about good 4 star characters, and Noelle, and Barbara were some of the ones that can outclass 5 star characters iirc. I think Bennet and Beidou were listed as well, but with Barbara you won't need Bennett's healing that much.

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Yeah, Noelle's attack rises by 50% of her defence. Just pump her defense up and she'll be hitting like a truck, with super shields, and healing capabilities. Seems like with the right set up that she's basically unstoppable and has high damage to boot.

Also, Bennett is a sword user. I recently lucked into getting Diluc while trying for Eula recently as well.

My current team is the Traveller, Bennet, Eula, and Zhongli. But I pretty much just use Zhongli in fights.

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wolfy42 posted...

Thanks Koga, gonna roll the dice then on a normal banner!! Looking forward to not having to eat food to heal anymore lols.

No problem.

wolfy42 posted...

Ugh, I don't know if I had really bad luck or if it's normal, but I got all weapons except for noelle, not even 1 other character:(

Really wanted another fire character badly.

That seems to be how it usually goes for me. Seems like it's almost always 1 character and a bunch of weapons, though you can definitely pull multiple characters at once too.

If you manage to snag Bennett, he's a great healer(fire too).

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I've been playing for a few months, and from what I've seen online, Noelle is one of the best characters in the game. I haven't used her much myself, but she can apparently be super overpowered with the right set up.

There's also 2 types of wishes, regular ones for the basic stuff, and stronger ones for the event characters. You'll likely be wanting to save your primogems for the special wishes rather than the normal ones. You'll also be earning more normal ones by leveling up your characters and ranking up, along with being able to buy more in the shop with points you get by making wishes.

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Lost_All_Senses posted...

Is it tho? Cause my sisters yard isn't gigantic, but there's enough clovers that it's not like you're gonna sit there and look through them all anyway. I feel like the square footage doesn't matter much after you already have a decent sized lot of them.

*Shrug*
I just know that when I would look for one before I'd spend a minute or two on one patch then just scoot over to another. Usually wouldn't take too long to find one.

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Yeah, loads. But I live in the woods and my yard is a field full of clovers. So, it's probably quite a bit easier.

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NVM, the update finally started. Thanks anyway.

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Anyone know how to manually update the game on PS5? Other updates start automatically, when I click "check for update" it says one is available but it never starts downloading. Loading the game just says to update it first.

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I'm 37, and most people guess low/mid 20's still. Mentally I guess I still think of myself as younger than I am, probably also mid 20's except I stay pretty tired mentally.

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Would like to try it some day.

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Big_Nabendu posted...

cells resurrection
Cause at this point, why the fuck not

Alternate reality Gero primes his Cell with Buu genes, then it migrates to the main universe after perfecting itself and killing that universe.

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Ride. I don't mind driving myself, or if someone else can't, but if there's someone else who can drive I'd rather them do it.

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Machete posted...

Wtf that's one of my favorite channels.

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The ones where you're just chilling and then there's someone/something creeping around outside. Probably one like that would work.

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Master Kazuya posted...

A lot of life is out of our control. We're all fundamentally equal. There isn't anything inherent about you that makes you worthless. You were born, you have a life, and you're still here, and that alone makes your life valid. Being damaged as a kid doesn't mean it's your fault, it's just a shitty hand, and nobody can play a shitty hand well. A lot of shit is just bias through our own lens, we never really know what someone else is thinking, so you thinking you're fucking up might be neutral in someone else's eyes. Just be you, regardless of if you think you're worthless or not. You can't be anything more or less than you.

That's a couple of the things that help keep me thinking straight. I have to sometimes stop and look at myself objectively, as a person, and imagine that I'm equal to other people. That they see me as a person like they would anyone else.

Also, that each person has their own subjective view of people. That each person sees things from their own perspective, and there's no way that they can all think I'm garbage.

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2 days ago at work, someone stole some money out of my coworker's car. It was all she had to last till payday this Friday. So I told her to watch the front desk while I run to an ATM just down the street. She refused. Said that she would never take money from me because I'm too nice and it'd make her feel bad. Told me I was sweet for offering though. Instead she went next door and borrowed it from cash drawer.

I mean, I understand not wanting to be indebted to someone, but I was just trying to help. Kinda sucked being turned away from even just giving someone some cash for a few days. :/

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Master Kazuya posted...

Sorry to hear that. I read your first post too. It's all so unfortunate. I hope you understand that it was him, not you. It's easy to comprehend but hard to internalize, you aren't alone.

That's what I'm struggling to do. Logically, I know I'm just a regular guy. Internally though, I just can't stop thinking of myself as a worthless person who ruins everything for everyone around me.

Not to mention that I haven't exactly led a successful life as an adult, which just feeds the thoughts that everything he said about me was true. And that just wrecks me sometimes

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Master Kazuya posted...

He was to the T a narcissist, so this was coupled with competing with me and needing to win every time, proving he's better/smarter/capable than me, making sure I knew my place (calling me a junkie, making up rumors that his coworkers talked shit about me, etc), saying that if my mom wasn't in the picture, I'd be much better and that she's making me stupid, and so on.

My dad too. He's absolutely a narcissist. The time he decided to kill me, it was because my mom stopped by my room and spent like 15 minutes watching a movie with me rather than being at his side. Said she was choosing me over him, and he couldn't handle that.

Also, part of the reason he used to hit me as a kid was because I have brown hair and green eyes, rather than black hair and blue eyes like him. That's not exactly my fault.

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This checks out.

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Also, I asked my dad a few years ago why he hurt me the way he did. He told me "because it made me feel like a bigger man"
At least he was honest about it.

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Yes. I've been open here about how I was abused. No one irl knows, so this place has become my place to vent about the stuff that bothers me.

Anyway, yeah, dad blamed everything on me and would take his frustrations out on me and mom. It was both physical and emotional. It was worse when mom would hurt me to prevent dad from doing so. Felt like I had no one.

Worst from both... Told this one many times, so I'll keep it short. Dad tried killing me, once he lost his gun he tried beating me to death instead. For mom, she once tried shoving me through a glass door, another time she hit me in the head with a steel handled broom and bent it(it was hollow though so not as bad as it sounds). Plus once knocked a large picture frame off the wall then shoved me back and I ended up crashing my leg through it. Then I was beaten for making a mess.

Not to mention my brother liked bullying me, and my classmates doing the same. I just couldn't get away, and the only peace I ever got was hiding away from everyone in my room.

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moh82sy posted...

Not just the UK, but many parts of the world too. I don't see what's so weird or confusing about it.

On a 3 story building, the first would be in the middle. 2 story building, 1st is top floor.

While the ground floor is literally the first floor a building has, and the first you reach upon entering the building.

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This has to be the British equivalent to our US month/day/year date format. It just makes no sense from the outside. lol

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2 days ago. I don't know how it happened, but taking my shoes off after work and I had cut on the top of my foot. Not much blood, but it was there.

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I'd probably be near the top if I wasn't blocked and ignored by most of them, and the others rarely post here any more. The few who do are at least civil about it and only bother me if I say something stupid again.

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Of course, if I wasn't such a pathetic piece of shit, I might be able to scrape together something resembling an actual life.

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Yeah. I'm considering trying therapy again. Not to try and fix me, I think it's too late for that. But maybe to try and help me accept this and maybe just ease my mind instead. It sucks, but that's the reality of it at this point.

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Lukey_Bug posted...

My grandfather's last name was Lawless but he changed it when he came to America.

What he changed it to isn't shitty but I wanna be a Lawless dammit lol.

You can change it back if you want.

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Duncanwii posted...

My fears are probably leaking into my subconscious which leads to this happening so often. I'm a mess mentally.

It's most likely this. Back when I was younger and being beaten by my dad every day and having my life threatened, I was having horrible recurring nightmares about being chased and murdered by a monster while trapped in a maze.

Once I got some distance from him, they gradually stopped. Now I can't remember the last time I've had one. Though, I am living with him again they haven't started back.

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Forever alone? Yes.
Virgin? Yes.
Games all day? No, but I wish.

I work at a job that's very understaffed, so I've been having to work extra for quite a while. Pulling double shifts and such sometimes, 6-7 days per week. Even when it was just 5 days a week, I didn't have a lot of time to play games. Though, that is my primary hobby and when I get time I spend a lot of it on games.

The extra money is nice and all, but there's not much to do with it except buy more games I won't have time for. So I've been saving it in hopes of finding a place to move to.

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I had friends? That's news to me.

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Convince them drive and park next to the ocean

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Congrats to all you guys.

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The actual job is easy. Just taking basic info from each guest.

Actually dealing with the people as they check in can be difficult.

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Not at all really. It used to, before I started using this place to vent. Now whenever I'm on here it usually brings out my negativity. Irl I'm much more laid back and easy going, sure I'm still stressed, but you'd never see it.

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lol, I can't even land 1 person. So, no.

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DrizztLink posted...

If you download the IV app Poke Genie, it has a Raid function that lets you hop in to groups around the world.

I got that Regi from California and I have like two Xerneas from Japan.

Well, that would've been useful to know all this time.

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All the time.

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