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TopicReal topic. I think i have PTSD.
hypnox
03/03/21 10:59:32 PM
#14
Mead posted...
Do you have any pets? If nothing else helps Ive heard that some people are able to start healing from trauma by befriending and caring for a house pet
Cat named Rikku.

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TopicReal topic. I think i have PTSD.
hypnox
03/03/21 10:07:04 PM
#7
I did see someone in the past, but all she wanted to do was give me drugs, like the hard stuff and she didn't offer much in the way of discussion. More the type where I talked and she just sat there taking notes. So that left a bad taste with me.

Thankfully I have a Fiance... the problem however is she is teaching English in Thailand. She has taught many places and was due to be state side with a teaching visa this past January but covid happened and she lost the visa and working on getting it again. So that's fun, but hopefully it's sooner than later.

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TopicReal topic. I think i have PTSD.
hypnox
03/03/21 8:24:14 PM
#1
I have had a pretty crappy life in terms of a magnitude of bad experiences.

I didn't have friends growing up since I was the only white kid in a poor Hispanic area, many fights and the few friends I did manage to get were situational in the terms that as soon as someone better was there, they were gone.

Highschool was better, was apart of THE couple at my school, the one were even the teachers talked about us, she cheated on me a year outside of highschool.

Shortly after that, I lost all my blood family, first my grandmother, due to lung cancer. then my mom, due to diabetes complications. Then my great aunt, lung cancer.

Had to move to another city with my great aunts husband due to circumstances. Was able to get a great job and my own place, but lost all my friends I had in my home city. Dated a lot of women though so that was nice.

Met one woman, she had PTSD from events that happened in the navy, she was mentally and verbally abusive. I was the typical "why did you stay person" we got pregnant, those hormones made it so much worse and she aborted the kid and came back a few months later for one final bout of sex then gone.

Got diabetes and almost died due to DKA was in the ICU for 4 days.

Got testicle cancer, which some of you know. Had it removed so I am One Ball Hypnox.

At the job we got a new VP in my organization and for the life of himself he couldn't figure out how I was making 6 figures and blamed me for it like it wasn't the company who was always boosting my salary. So he cut me down about 30%. Only to fire me a year and a half latter for BS(unknown reasons) while everyone else higher up was angry and had no idea why I was let go.

Found a new job which is nice but pays less than I was making so having to adjust to a lifestyle change.

Bedroom flooded in the Texas winter event due to FOUR pipes bursting even though i dripped my pipes and everything.

I am just tired of life.

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TopicYou have to die tomorrow.
hypnox
03/02/21 5:26:11 PM
#1
Devine forces told you regardless of what happens you die tomorrow. You can either do something fun that causes it, let nature take its course, or what ever.

What are you gonna do?

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TopicHave you ever been "moved" by art?
hypnox
02/28/21 10:50:32 PM
#1
I dont believe I have ever. Not sure why that is.

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TopicWhat are some good MMORPGs?
hypnox
02/25/21 9:33:22 PM
#11
Kanatteru posted...
i dont really know what you mean by timegated but obligatory mention of FFXIV being free up to level 60

Time gated. It means that almost all the bosses and raids have it where they only drop loot once every X days. So you kill everything once a week and then have to wait again for next week. The problem is there's items that only certain places are dropped.

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TopicWhat are some good MMORPGs?
hypnox
02/25/21 7:50:02 PM
#1
I enjoyed WoW for a bit until I realized all the cool things are timegated. I don't want to play it once a week to get a small chance of what I want dropping.

So are there any good ones out there thats not Timegated BS?

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TopicDo we know who is the richest person with access to 100% of their worth?
hypnox
02/23/21 4:21:01 PM
#1
I mean yeah, we know who has the most net worth. But who can write the biggest check that will clear?

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TopicDo you like sports would be more intetesting if say...
hypnox
02/22/21 9:20:57 PM
#1
You could only play for the <insert team here> if you were born there? No player trading, no nothing. If you were born somewhere that is the only team you could play on.

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TopicGotta Love Texas
hypnox
02/22/21 2:28:17 PM
#1
Due to the crazy weather and power issues, some people are getting hit with, and I am not joking.... 17k electric bills....

Viva La Capitalism.

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TopicAre you a fan of Rooster Teeth?
hypnox
02/19/21 3:06:42 PM
#39
Watched lets plays until Rey left. Watched the podcast until Bernie left.

Bet they really regret selling the company now.

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